Maybe it's an adjustment phase.
Maybe it's because I've been having really good times with great people, and in my downtime I'm being introspective.
Maybe it's because I just want to be good at everything.
Or maybe it's because it's six months today since I felt a spectrum of emotions and then I said goodbye.
I need a hug.
My dreams don't lie in the conformity of the ladder climb. My dreams are creative, big and lifelong. And I am working so hard to achieve them. I know they're in reach.
It can be disheartening when someone doesn't regard your goals and dreams to be as valid as you do.
But soldier on regardless and keep working hard to achieve them.
And I will.