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Thanks! Pop over to <a href="http://carlyfindlay.com.au/">carlyfindlay.com.au</a> from now on.Carly Findlayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01368145710452826385noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1720872153813357167.post-63148885134691111602017-02-05T17:39:00.000+11:002017-02-05T23:29:59.312+11:00Inspiration and objectification of people with disability - a resource for teachers and parents<div>
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A few weeks ago I received a message from a regular blog reader, Sue. </div>
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Sue asked me if I knew of any resources for parents and teachers that teaches young people about the impact of inspiration and objectification on people with disability. She and a friend wanted to see something written from the perspective of a disabled person, that was "informy, rather than blamey". She wanted it to be in palatable language for a broad audience.</div>
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Sue told me about her little girl Eliza, who has a disability. </div>
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"Eliza is little for age, self propels a wheelchair better than Captain Risky, and has little time for people her try to step across her. As a result, she has heard it all " wow she's so clever with her wheelchair" "look a baby in a wheelchair" "poor little girl" "makes you realise how good my life is when I see your daughter" "I wonder if she'll out live you?" "Is she terminal?" "Hello little girl, you are so brave.</div>
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"I can only interpret what I see on Eliza's behalf and as far as she is concerned, she is 5 loves kindy, her big brother, swimming, her iPad and her swing. She hates cleaning her teeth, is indifferent to food other than milk and would like to rid the world of hair brushes."</blockquote>
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When I received Sue's message, I did a Google search, and I couldn't find anything suitable either. So I gave Sue my phone number, she called me and I offered to write a blog myself. Sue has commissioned me to research and write this, and has paid me to do so. Thanks for trusting me, and for the challenge, Sue! </div>
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I'm using the terms "<b>inspiration objectification" </b>and <b>"inspiration as objectification of people with disability"</b>. I've avoided the elephant in the room, while giving the amazing <a href="http://www.abc.net.au/news/2014-12-08/17-things-stella-young-wanted-you-to-know/5950814" id="id_5c67_6ab1_649c_2935" target="_blank">Stella Young</a> a lot of credit and respect for the work she's done to initially raise this issue. </div>
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When I've previously mentioned inspiration as objectification of people with disability, using <a href="http://www.abc.net.au/news/2012-07-03/young-inspiration-porn/4107006" id="id_fe03_1de7_8fc3_1287" target="_blank">the term Stella Young coined</a>, some people have felt uncomfortable. They don't like the term, so deny it exists or don't want to look into the issue further. This happened a lot during <a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/2016/01/an-open-letter-to-mighty-being-mighty.html" id="id_5d07_3ae7_3f3a_a4ac" target="_blank">the #crippingthemighty discussions</a> While I never want to censor myself, sometimes I realise the need to soften language to make serious issues more palatable, to reach an audience that needs to hear it. There is definitely a need for this post.</div>
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This post links to articles and videos about inspiration objectification that might require parental or teacher supervision. It also contains photos that are ableist, and links to websites I wouldn't usually link to. I do not endorse this type of content, it's here to exemplify. It's a long post, with lots of quotes from almost only people with disability - I wanted to make this as informed and balanced as possible. I hope it's useful. </div>
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<b>What is inspiration objectification?</b></div>
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This illustration is a great first glance summary of inspiration as objectification of people with disability. </div>
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It's called "Spectator" and the image by Jessica and Lianna Oddi of <a href="https://www.blogger.com/www.thedisabledlife.tumblr.com" id="id_24e1_a12f_afd7_aa73" target="_blank">The Disabled Life</a> - used here with permission. </div>
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The late Stella Young, disability activist, writer, speaker and comedian, wrote and spoke about the problem with the objectification of disability though social media memes and mainstream media. In her 2014 Ted Talk, Stella said:</div>
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"I am not here to inspire you. I am here to tell you that we have been lied to about disability. Yeah, we've been sold the lie that disability is a Bad Thing, capital B, capital T. It's a bad thing, and to live with a disability makes you exceptional. It's not a bad thing, and it doesn't make you exceptional.</div>
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"And in the past few years, we've been able to propagate this lie even further via social media. You may have seen images like this one: "The only disability in life is a bad attitude." Or this one: "Your excuse is invalid." Indeed. Or this one: "Before you quit, try!" These are just a couple of examples, but there are a lot of these images out there. You know, you might have seen the one, the little girl with no hands drawing a picture with a pencil held in her mouth.You might have seen a child running on carbon fiber prosthetic legs". </div>
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"...they objectify one group of people for the benefit of another group of people. So in this case, we're objectifying disabled peoplefor the benefit of nondisabled people. The purpose of these images is to inspire you, to motivate you, so that we can look at them and think, "Well, however bad my life is, it could be worse. I could be that person."</div>
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You can <a href="https://www.ted.com/talks/stella_young_i_m_not_your_inspiration_thank_you_very_much" id="id_2a1d_27f5_6411_206f" target="_blank">view her Ted Talk</a> and <a href="http://www.ted.com/talks/stella_young_i_m_not_your_inspiration_thank_you_very_much/transcript?language=en" id="id_8b13_6bbb_123c_df95" target="_blank">read the transcript here</a>. </div>
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Stella's talk had me (and many disabled and non-disabled people) thinking about inspiration objectification. Stella's famous term has even been <a href="http://www.huffingtonpost.com.au/entry/speechless-disability-porn_us_5877ddf6e4b0e58057fdc342" id="id_66d1_3b23_c1f4_da8e" target="_blank">cited in the American ABC series Speechless</a> - it's so good to see this in pop culture.</div>
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Inspiration objectification is quite easy to spot when you know what it is. Here are some examples:</div>
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It shows a picture of disabled people living life and asks non disabled people what's their excuse? </div>
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It shows disabled people <a href="https://www.facebook.com/BarcroftTV/videos/1395670533779255/" id="id_a3cb_19fd_1615_ea4b" target="_blank">doing "normal things"</a>, suggesting seeing this will make non disabled people smile. I put <i>normal</i> in speech marks because the use of the word is othering. </div>
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It shows non-disabled people doing good deeds for disabled people - <a href="http://www.huffingtonpost.com.au/entry/photo-of-compassionate-mcdonalds-worker-feeding-man-who-is-disabled-goes-viral_us_56e81e5fe4b0860f99da5587," id="id_de3e_9ee0_ed7d_d358" target="_blank">feeding them chips at McDonald's</a> - "serving us all lessons in kindness": or <a href="https://www.buzzfeed.com/leticiamiranda/this-girl-asked-her-friend-with-a-disability-to-prom-in-the" id="id_4743_690c_4047_829c" target="_blank">taking them to the high school dance</a> These stories usually always go viral. The person with disability probably never gave their permission for the photo or story to be used in a meme or told to the media.</div>
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It's stories of <a href="https://www.yahoo.com/style/how-the-paralyzed-bride-miraculously-stood-in-a-dress-for-a-photo-shoot-174705814.html" id="id_f25d_14fd_ae71_1cc2" target="_blank">disabled people miraculously walking</a>, overcoming their disability. </div>
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It's showing people with disability as heroes or "super disabled" - like this story of <a href="http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-4102480/I-disability-m-not-disabled-Bodybuilder-Cerebral-Palsy-hailed-inspiration-video-flexing-goes-viral.html" id="id_b395_6e13_2db8_68d0" target="_blank">the body builder who is "hailed as an inspiration"</a>. </div>
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It's perpetually infantilising, showing non-disabled people giving disabled people the opportunity of a lifetime - like <a href="https://www.facebook.com/ABC7NY/videos/10154366319919091/" id="id_a9d_eb29_5694_d424" target="_blank">this video of a young man helping operate the checkout</a> (also read how people are inspired by him in the comments). </div>
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It implies disabled people can inspire, just through existing. </div>
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It's merely associating the word inspiration with disability - like <a href="https://www.facebook.com/disabilityonthemighty/videos/959750894150379" id="id_b42e_924f_92a7_d88b" target="_blank">Inspiration Island</a>, a park for people with disability. </div>
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It's taking pity on people with disability, though <a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/2016/01/stop-praying-for-and-exploiting.html" id="id_1d70_690c_1d08_78ff" target="_blank">asking for prayers on social media posts</a>. Stop that!</div>
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It also implies parents of children with disability are more heroic and better equipped than parents of children without - like this meme - I made it myself! (I'm thinking of the irony if it's shared!)</div>
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Of course these social media posts and articles I've linked to are problematic. They are often also ableist - <a href="http://whatisableism.tumblr.com/" id="id_7c97_2ab3_c3_735" target="_blank">you can read about ableism here</a>. </div>
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Inspiration as objectification of people with disability sets and perpetuates low expectations about us. </div>
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It portrays disabled people's lives as tragic. It also praises us for just living life - as Stella said, implies we are exceptional for doing every day things like <a href="https://www.facebook.com/CountryLiving/videos/10154557196123248/" id="id_d504_c888_ea68_6cfb" target="_blank">working a long career at McDonalds</a>. </div>
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It makes other people feel good (you can tell this from the comments threads on social media posts - but often those people are not interested in improving and maintaining disability rights!). </div>
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It often features non-disabled people, doing a good deed for the person with disability - and they're praised for their deed. </div>
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And if a disabled person makes their own media - like <a href="http://www.mamamia.com.au/woman-with-no-arms-inspiring/" id="id_c908_bac9_ba38_e518" target="_blank">the woman with no arms who does makeup video tutorials</a> - the media often frames this as "normal" or "extraordinary". </div>
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Now that I've given you some examples and described how they're problematic, I want you to think about what these social media posts and articles would be like if you replaced "disabled" or "disability" with the words "black" or "gay" or even "woman" or "man". Do you think reporting like this about people without disability would be acceptable? No. </div>
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The Indiana Governor's Council Governor for People with Disabilities is holding <a href="https://www.blogger.com/www.indianadisabilityawareness.org/about.asp" id="id_bb7b_d6e3_84c0_541c" target="_blank">Disability Awareness Month</a> in March. The 2017 Disability Awareness month campaign theme is "I'm Not Your Inspiration." </div>
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The council has created some great resources to make people think twice about circulating inspiration objectification images and articles, and help stop seeing disabled people as inspirational just for existing. You can <a href="http://www.indianadisabilityawareness.org/materials-library.asp" id="id_973b_dce3_54e8_ee66" target="_blank">download classroom and workplace posters from their library</a> for free. </div>
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I am not your inspiration, I'm your classmate:</div>
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I am not your inspiration, I'm your co-worker:</div>
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These are so useful! </div>
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I realise this post, as an educative resource, is super long. Parents and teachers might just want to use the content until here, or continue reading to find out how inspiration objectification makes people with disability feel. </div>
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<b>What if you're a subject of a Facebook post aimed to make people feel inspired by or pity for you? </b></div>
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Last year, my teenage friend Stella Barton was featured on a Facebook page featuring stories and photos of people in Melbourne. Her photo was not used, but the page creator wrote a story about her, after seeing Stella and her friend (also with a disability) at the train station. The post received a lot of heart-warmed comments, and even Stella's friend was ok with it. But Stella wasn't ok with it - she asked for it to be removed. </div>
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Stella told me how she felt about being heralded as an inspiration on Facebook. </div>
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"It was funny because [my friend] wasn't bothered by it but I thought it was strange that it was so exciting for the person who wrote the article that two disabled people were doing their own thing - supporting each other getting through crowds of people, and that was remarkable enough to write an article about us. </div>
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"As a visibly disabled person you get used to being stared at a lot in public but it's another thing for people to assume they know what's going on in your life and write s story about it. </div>
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"They actually made up the fact that I was crying and that just made me embarrassed. They also used my name in the story without my permission and so my Facebook friends immediately knew it was me which annoyed me. </div>
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"But this is all my opinion and if you asked [my friend] about it she wasn't bothered at all by it. We just have different views about it."</div>
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Last week, <a href="https://www.facebook.com/adam.pearson" id="id_b469_7681_a279_86b7" target="_blank">Adam Pearson</a> found his photo stolen and misused on a clickbait Facebook page. The owner pitied him, calling for people to wish him a happy birthday. Hundreds of sheeple blindly followed instructions, wishing him a happy birthday. <span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Adam is a self confident, articulate and successful TV star and producer. And it wasn't Adam's birthday. </span> </div>
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"Well, whilst it STILL isn't my birthday I'm never on to shy away from self promotion. </div>
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Please me my "Birthday" special by following me on twitter and Subscribing to my YouTube Channel</div>
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<b>How does seeing inspiration objectification in the mainstream and social media make disabled people feel?</b></div>
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I asked some activist friends how they feel when they see articles praising non-disabled people for hanging out with disabled people and photos with the phrase "the only disability in life is a bad attitude" (and similar). </div>
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<a href="http://thatcrazycrippledchick.blogspot.com.au/" id="id_10d5_1abd_4bd1_5fd5" target="_blank">Cara Liebowitz</a> says: </div>
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I get told I'm an inspiration quote often. Of course, it's one of the better bad words I've been called, but it bothers me because so often I'm just called an inspiration for existing, not for making a true difference in the world (which I <i>do</i> set out to do). I am not inspirational because I have a disability yet also manage to have a day job and a super busy freelancing career. I am not inspirational because I got married, even when so many made me feel I would never find love (and some told me too). </div>
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<b>Further reading (As mentioned, these links may require parental and teacher supervision.):</b></div>
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<a href="http://everydayfeminism.com/2015/12/infantalizing-disabled-people/" id="id_a566_9859_ab33_4f58" target="_blank">Stop infantilising disabled people</a> - Every Day Feminism </div>
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<a href="http://wordsiwheelby.com/2013/09/disability-inspiration-michaeljfox/" id="id_958c_c6e3_59c0_6a84" target="_blank">Disability, inspiration and Michael J Fox</a> - Words I Wheel By<br />
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<a href="https://disabledidentity.wordpress.com/2016/04/27/pity-and-the-prom" id="id_844f_d5b7_3460_6c64" target="_blank">Pity and the prom</a> - Mike Mort<br />
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Carly Findlayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01368145710452826385noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1720872153813357167.post-13957873885848028052017-02-03T19:43:00.001+11:002017-02-04T13:22:52.180+11:00Don't let the world make you feel your skin, face and body should not be seen.I haven't blogged for ages, I'm sorry. I've done a lot in the media, though - that's why it's been so busy. This weekend I'm working on a big blog, and another secret project, so keep an eye out for those. <div><br></div><div>Tonight I wrote this for <a href="faceboom.com/tune.into.radio.carly" id="id_fa2b_5e56_14fd_be2a" target="_blank">Facebook</a> and thought I'd publish it here. </div><div><br></div><div><div>This is what ichthyosis looks like.</div><div><br></div> <br><img id="id_2211_ee0b_9820_ec51" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-bfN6kCTmz1k/WJRCva2WB1I/AAAAAAAARLI/yxnSijYSkqE/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 718px; height: auto;"> <div style="text-align: center;"> <br></div><div><br></div><div>It's not often I show off my body - in photos or in real life. It's not that I am embarrassed of my body - of the redness or super dry skin. I'm not embarrassed or ashamed.</div><div><br></div><div>I cover up because I am often sore, want to protect myself from the sun, bumps and scratches, and I'm always always cold. I want to prevent infection. Plus I use paraffin to moisturise and it's really hard rubbing against furniture etc. (People have told me to cover up in the past, or not to wear certain colours as they clash with my redness.)</div><div><br></div><div>I'm quite proud of my body. It's quite nice, really. And I'm proud that no matter how sore I get, that I sheds 28 days of skin in one day, and that it's itchy and prone to infection, my body keeps going. Like magic. I can move, I can think, I am happy, and gosh I look young (thanks rapid renewal freaky genes!).</div><div><br></div><div>I was very sore for a long time - a good (bad?) almost two years. My body didn't feel or look it's best, in respect of skin and weight/shape. </div><div><br></div><div>But now I am experiencing much less pain, have less stress in my life, and have more time to look after me because I'm working more flexibly (but probably more than I did when I had a full time day job). I decided that it's time to go back to the gym today. I went for half an hour tonight, and hope to go a few nights after work from now on. I considered using the heated pool, too. So I picked up a va-va-voom pair of bathers and cute beach skirt after the gym. </div><div><br></div><div>For the five minutes I tried on the bathers, I felt FABULOUS. I'm feeling (and looking) pretty well right now so I want to keep that up. I'm feeling comfortably back in my size 10 clothes again (though these swimmers are a 12 because BOOBS).</div><div><br></div><div>Adam isn't home to take a photo. But the kitchen lighting was flattering and I had a post gym glow, so I snapped some selfies. Hashtag no filter. Hashtag I need a selfie stick. Of course I sent the pics to him first - and I felt like a blushing teenager when he wrote back "wow you look amazing". </div><div><br></div><div>If you've got a skin condition, or something else that makes you look different - cover up for comfort, not because you feel like you have to hide. Stop hiding! (So many people write to me saying they hide and cover up because they're embarrassed by how they look - I'm so sad to read their pain.)</div><div><br></div><div>Wear clothes that make you feel beautiful. </div><div><br></div><div>Don't read the magazines that tell you dry skin and dandruff is unsightly. </div><div><br></div><div>Ignore the people who stare at you. </div><div><br></div><div>Remember the compliments you've received, forget all the nasty remarks. </div><div><br></div><div>Don't let the world make you feel your skin, face and body should not be seen.</div></div><div><br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_2518_9979_4743_7288" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-Mat8KSwnGkI/WJRCx_hrxfI/AAAAAAAARLM/9KjgtLASDtY/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 718px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br></div><div style="text-align: left;"><b style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Has this blog post made you think or laugh? </b><b><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Why not </span><a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/p/support-me.html" id="id_63e8_303e_25de_a779" target="_blank">buy me a drink to show your gratitude</a><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">? Thanks</span></b><b style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">! </b></div><div style="text-align: left;"><b style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><br></b></div><b><a href="https://www.facebook.com/Tune.into.Radio.Carly/posts/1398630176845992:0" id="id_4400_2f91_e96e_b12" target="_blank">Here's the original post</a> on Facebook if you want to check out the comments.</b>Carly Findlayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01368145710452826385noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1720872153813357167.post-9809723060876247602017-01-17T07:00:00.000+11:002017-01-17T23:05:45.808+11:00You are not a good disability ally if you're ableist. <div><b>This post contains some ableist language that might be triggering </b></div><div><br></div>Yesterday I engaged with two people who excused their ableism by saying they work with children and adults with disability. No.<br>
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(Here's <a href="http://whatisableism.tumblr.com/" id="id_aaf7_f9d0_77cc_f144" target="_blank">a resource about ableism</a> to get you started. Here's another on the <a href="http://www.r-word.org" id="id_b8e_4981_ebfa_f255" target="_blank">R-Word</a>.)</div>
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Carly Findlayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01368145710452826385noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1720872153813357167.post-7327532508480618832017-01-09T16:51:00.001+11:002017-01-09T20:37:10.281+11:00My wedding story in New Idea magazine! Why I'm changing the narrative of disability in the mainstream media.<div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_8dca_ae22_3a8d_1856" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-Mkz-IF5l_pw/WHMkzYiweLI/AAAAAAAARKQ/T70hFBIR3RY/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 542px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br></div><div style="text-align: left;"><div>Because I'm about changing the narrative of disability and appearance diversity in mainstream media, and also a freelance writer and need to pay the bills, I wrote Adam and my wedding story for <a href="http://www.newidea.com.au/article/news/carly-findlay-weds-meet-my-husband" id="id_650c_fe7d_351b_b865">New Idea</a> I wrote it in third person, and now New Idea claims me as their "favourite appearance activist". (Who's their second favourite?) I'm two pages behind Osher Gunsberg's wedding spread, so I guess a spot on commercial radio is next for me. </div><div><br></div><div>The paper edition is out in Australia this week, or you can <a href="http://www.newidea.com.au/article/news/carly-findlay-weds-meet-my-husband" id="id_aa57_73a3_2f1c_8034" target="_blank">read a preview here</a>.</div><div><br></div><div>I chose New Idea because I already had a relationship with them (<a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/2011/07/my-new-idea-article-scanned.html" id="id_e670_d400_f3b7_2ad0" target="_blank">here</a> and <a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-bZShEr-WddQ/VJkL3M2rpNI/AAAAAAAAN9Q/H1C-IYtizOU/s1600/CARLY.jpg" id="id_e22_2e15_495_33c4" target="_blank">here</a>), and it's also an audience I don't often reach. It changes the way society sees people living with Ichthyosis, and also the way we see ourselves. I was very firm with how I wanted to be represented, and made several edits.</div><div><br></div><div>Last week a friend who lives with Ichthyosis shared another of her beautiful wedding photos on Facebook. She got married in October. I've loved seeing her photos and video, and of course I clicked like. She has only shared a few photos, unlike me who's shared around 865! I want to see more photos - I loved her flowers and her dress and her cute jacket that was embroidered with her new surname! It was all so pretty! Seriously how beautiful is <a href="https://vimeo.com/196937289" id="id_b7d5_7dcc_29ca_415" target="_blank">her wedding video?!</a></div><div><br></div><div>Early the next morning, my friend sent me a screen shot of an awful comment she received on the photo - from another woman with Ichthyosis. The comment said "sick to death of seeing this. You were married six months ago. Are we going to have this all year [?]. Jesus, grow up." Then she blocked my friend.</div><div><br></div><div>Gobsmacked. My friend's husband sent this woman a message, questioning this hate filled message very politely, telling her what the wedding represents - a dream they'd never thought come true. The woman with Ichthyosis told him my friend isn't dying, she on,us has a skin disorder, FFS. There was swearing and more bitterness. Horrible. It must be tiring being that miserable. My friend laughed it off, resilient as fuck. </div><div><br></div><div>I <span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">was so sad for her. </span></div><div><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><br></span></div><div>This behaviour is lateral violence. It's internalised ableism. I've seen it happen a lot between people with similar (or different) disabilities. I've been on the receiving end of it from people,with Ichthyosis. </div><div><br></div><div>It's so important for people with Ichthyosis - like my friend and I - to share these life milestones. And even the mundane. It shows the world that despite low expectations, we can achieve and be loved. It gives hope for future generations living with the condition.</div><div><br></div><div>Many people with Ichthyosis go through our lives being told we are undesirable and unlovable. We're also told that if we put our strange, unsightly faces and bodies* out there, especially on social media or in mainstream media, we are attention seekers. We can't love ourselves when so many others don't love us. We are conditioned to hide away, because the media rarely shows people like us in a non sensational, non exploitative way.</div><div><br></div><div>And this is why I told my story to New Idea. On my own terms. To show others who feel like they need to hide away, or told to take those photos down, or doubted for being happy with their unique beauty that it's ok to be proud of the way they look, and to celebrate a massive milestone like getting married or <a href="http://www.goodhousekeeping.com/life/inspirational-stories/a42148/stephanie-turner-harlequin-ichthyosis/" id="id_2de8_fb21_b170_910e" target="_blank">having a baby</a> We are able to do this on our own terms - through social media, and magazines like New Idea, if we choose. We can change the narratives or disability, appearance diversity and Ichthyosis so the world won't get tired or frightened of seeing us, </div><div><br></div><div>Thanks for having me write for you again, New Idea. It's been a great experience.</div><div><br></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><img id="id_a99d_72f3_3e2c_c1a3" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-5vfllboOe3w/WHMk2K8BSLI/AAAAAAAARKU/0WOS9E3PYI0/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 718px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div><br></div><div>*absolute sarcasm</div><div><br></div><div><b>For advice on what to do when the media asks you to share your story about your disability, facial difference or Ichthyosis, <a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/2015/09/what-to-consider-when-media-asks-you.html" id="id_1a9_4b75_82d0_1d6f" target="_blank">click here</a>. </b></div><div><br></div><div><b>Has this blog post made you think or laugh? Why not <a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/p/support-me.html" id="id_b29c_1b60_ed4f_47dc" target="_blank">buy me a drink to show your gratitude</a>? Thanks! </b></div><div><br></div><div><br></div></div><br>Carly Findlayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01368145710452826385noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1720872153813357167.post-88399939562834665372017-01-08T10:01:00.001+11:002017-01-08T10:01:01.449+11:00Support group for Australian and New Zealand women living with Ichthyosis.<img id="id_7635_88df_7f14_e67" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-nthN9hEHZ30/WHFzLC5ABjI/AAAAAAAARKA/NrqAOQRrvho/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 718px; height: auto;"> <div style="text-align: center;"> <br></div><div><br></div><div>I have set up a private Facebook support group for Australian and New Zealamd women (and people who identify as women) who have Ichthyosis. </div><div><br></div><div>If you fall into this category, you are welcome to join. Women can discuss sensitive topics they might not feel comfortable discussing elsewhere. </div><div><br></div><div><a href="https://www.facebook.com/groups/309144879486982/" id="id_8740_69cf_2368_4a45" target="_blank">Here is the link to join the group.</a></div><div><br></div><div>I've limited the group to Australian and NZ women living with Ichthyosis for a number of reasons - treatments like creams and tablets that are often only available in Australia and NZ and suggestions of creams in USA/UK/EU/Asia might not be available here; there are many international Ichthyosis support groups; Australia and NZ are geographically isolated; there are already parents and carers groups; and this will be a safe space for women only. </div><div><br></div><div>Thanks! Hope to see you there. </div><div><br></div><div>(If you are not an Australian or Zealand woman living with Ichthyosis - a parent, carer, male, sibling, Ichthyosis charity worker, doctor, nurse, not living in Australia or NZ - there are many other support groups you can join. <a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/p/a-lot-of-people-ask-me-for-advice-on.html" id="id_cd0e_5389_4c8c_3b1f" target="_blank">I've listed them here.</a>)</div>Carly Findlayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01368145710452826385noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1720872153813357167.post-63405650927559227972016-12-31T13:52:00.001+11:002017-01-01T17:08:32.654+11:00If 10 year old me could see my life in 2016.<div><br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_aa4b_af9c_369f_c30a" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-uITKNX7uoD0/WGcdS-AaBII/AAAAAAAARJg/XqTcw9XW2jg/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 482px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div><br></div><div>If we measure life's worth by social media reactions, which we shouldn't but we do, 10 year old me feels more loved, valued and visible in the last few days of 2016 than I did when that photo was taken in 1992. I snapped a photo of the 24 year old picture in a frame on my parents' very vintage hifi speaker yesterday. I cropped it and uploaded it to <a href="https://instagram.com/p/BOorgBrDuPa/" id="id_5228_c8fb_2c4e_2beb" target="_blank">Instagram</a> and <a href="https://www.facebook.com/Tune.into.Radio.Carly/posts/1349740655068278:0" id="id_d650_95f7_d447_6707" target="_blank">Facebook</a>, not foreseeing the impact the response would have on me. I didn't plan to think about it so deeply. As I write this, the picture has received more than 200 likes on each platform, and dozens of compliments. If 10 year old me could see those now, I think life would have been a little easier. At least 10 year old me could see there are people out there who think I'm awesome, just from a photo alone. </div><div><br></div><div>10 year old me didn't know that in 2016 I would be married, kicking career goals and very happy with life. I wish I could 3D print that photo of her in the green, white and grey uniform, press her from the paper and take her by the hand and walk her through everything that happened in 2016. Show her she's surrounded by positive, supportive, smart and accomplished people. Reassure her that what sets her apart will be the very thing that she's using for social good - and an income. See her sigh and smile with wonder, telling her <a href="https://youtu.be/6J77V-zqB4w" id="id_ee23_d503_e361_52de" target="_blank">"who would have thought it would be this amazing?!"</a></div><div><br></div><div>On social media likes terms, 10 year old me had no idea that her school photo would be as popular as her wedding photos from 2016. She'd have no idea how hard it was to reduce a list of 100 or more loved ones down to an affordable number of 55 guests, and that her favourite singer would sing at the wedding. 10 year old me couldn't even consider the idea she'd be married to a nice man who believes her skin that falls on him and in his pockets is love, not something disgusting to be feared and brushed away. <a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/2014/12/he-loves-all-of-me-and-all-that-i-leave.html" id="id_ab82_c5c1_6aea_9374" target="_blank">He loves me and all that I leave behind.</a></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_b3e1_4539_1167_cefc" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-fWyC7QPFQ-U/WGcdd6hycwI/AAAAAAAARJo/5dJ8mpP5g6o/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 592px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div><br></div><div>Of course, 2016 hasn't been all good - there was some really awful times including some more blatant discrimination, betrayal, conflict, difficult decisions, unpleasant situations, inappropriate behaviour and aggression from someone with Ichthyosis, a horrific wisdom tooth removal that's resulted in a formal complaint to the dental board, the death of several friends and constant soreness. I'm even sore today, dammit. All through the hard times, I've had dear friends checking in and helping me through. </div><div><br></div><div>But there were great moments! I got married! Went on a European honeymoon for four weeks. Spoke at an event before Julia Gillard spoke. Wrote for the <a href="http://www.abc.net.au/news/health/2016-12-03/lived-experience-disability-in-health-system/8089086" id="id_5be_2692_237b_55cc" target="_blank">ABC</a> And <a href="http://www.sbs.com.au/topics/person/carly-findlay" id="id_e03b_8b95_fe3b_217a" target="_blank">SBS</a>! Wrote for <a href="http://www.news.com.au/lifestyle/real-life/news-life/trolls-said-i-looked-like-something-that-was-partially-digested-by-their-dog/news-story/9c18e61e68c2b6b673323d0f66eb7b80" id="id_b732_d951_bb4c_b79a" target="_blank">News Limited</a>! And <a href="http://www.smh.com.au/lifestyle/news-and-views/opinion/why-did-the-mass-murder-of-19-disabled-people-in-japan-barely-rate-20160801-gqiphz.html" id="id_df82_352b_7853_5e7a" target="_blank">Daily Life</a> too! Won an award. Won a scholarship to a health and social media conference. Was featured in an art exhibition. Did lots of media. Went on a few podcasts including <a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/2016/11/my-chat-on-osher-gunsberg-podcast.html" id="id_9088_e57f_35d8_59e4" target="_blank">Osher Gunsberg's podcast</a>. Started my own <a href="refreshmentsprovided.com" id="id_ef08_187d_b4ce_6a59" target="_blank">podcast</a> Made some great new friends. Had a constant and comfortable level of money in the bank. Left my safe full time job and started a new career - a part time day job. I also write and speak mostly about what it's like to look different. I've been thinking and writing real critically about disability issues that affect not just me but my friends and colleagues. I met a few more friends with Ichthyosis - in Australia and overseas. Continued to speak up about ableist and discriminatory behaviour, and become less apologetic in doing so. Adam and I are talking about buying a house in 2017. 2016 was the year I grew up. I wish 10 year old me was here to experience the joys and sadness and hard work and fun. </div><div><br></div><div>I look at the photo of that little girl. 10 year old me. Unruly hair. Perfect teeth that I had not yet grown into. A beautiful smile. A red, glistening face - the thick white smears of Sorbolene cream must have recently been replaced with the paraffin-based ointment I still use today. Big skin flakes stuck to my jumper (didn't the photographer think to tell me to brush it off?!). </div><div><br></div><div>I had perfect handwriting and a creative mind. I'd sew clothes for my Barbies on my days off school, and I remember at the end of that year, I received a craft award, which was a book about how to make miniatures for a doll house. I read TV Hits magazine, alphabetising all the song lyrics, and I was a huge fan of the Australian hair band Southern Sons, after my very cool babysitter and her boyfriend introduced me to them via Rage videoclips the summer before. That summer, Mum would buy me an extra large sized tshirt, featuring Southern Sons, as suggested by her then twenty something colleague. It came down to my ankles. I have never worn it out of the house. Sometimes I wear it to bed as an adult. It's down to my knees now. I was still at the age of playing with dolls yet wondering when my period would come (it came in August 1994, when I was 12, and that marked the start of me shutting the bathroom door), and listening to the girls in my class talk about the boys they wanted to get with, knowing that would probably never happen to me. </div><div><br></div><div><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">I was so self conscious. I just wanted to be normal, whatever that is. Normal in a white bread small town was white skin, long hair and a short pleated netball skirt. It was sport on the weekends - actually enjoying sport. It was friendships and parents who were white too. It was church and farming and liking the outdoors. It was splashing in the pool in the summer, enjoying the heat. Normal wasn't me. </span></div><div><br></div><div>I didn't identify with having a disability in 1992. (<a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/2015/08/embracing-labels-to-shape-our-identities.html" id="id_9298_aed2_faaa_8cc" target="_blank">That was only recently.</a>) Ichthyosis was just a skin condition, and the girl in my class who had cerebral palsy was disabled, I certainly wasn't!, I thought with defiance. But I wanted to be a dermatologist - until I found out it would take me until 2017 to qualify as a dermatologist, and was told by my then dermatologist that I would probably be mistaken for a patient in my own consult room too many times. Then I wanted to be a writer. </div><div><br></div><div>10 year old me was lonely. I sat on my own most lunchtimes. I read a lot of books. When the girls in my class braided each other's hair, they avoided mine. They wouldn't sit where I'd been because of fear of contagion - even though I'd been at the school for five years and in that time, no one had caught Ichthyosis. Duh. I preferred to be in hospital because the patients and nurses knew what it was like to be different and sick, and they liked me more there. A year or so before that photo was taken, I told my Mum that didn't want to live anymore, and I got help from a psychiatrist, but I don't remember any of that time of my life.</div><div> </div><div>A man (then boy, of course) whom I went to school with a few years after the 10 year old me photo was taken recently told me he was one of the only boys in my class who would hold my hands during dance class in PE. The other boys covered their sweaty hands and sniggered to their friends when they had to dance with me. They might catch something. But not him. He braved my rough, oily red hands. He feels good about being one of the few to actually hold my hand. He said the other boys gave him shit for it. My heart sank for two reasons - thinking back to the time where people were too immature and repulsed to hold my hand, and for my now friend telling me he took a hit for the boys club. Such a great guy for telling me this. </div><div><br></div><div>As Clem a Ford writes in <a href="http://www.booktopia.com.au/fight-like-a-girl-clementine-ford/prod9781760292362.html" id="id_74b5_258b_58e_ac4d" target="_blank">Fight Like A Girl</a>: </div><div><br></div><blockquote style="margin: 0 0 0 40px; border: none; padding: 0px;"><div>"We have to resist the urge to respond to basic decency by treating it as if it's some kind of enormously magnanimous gesture. It isn't. There shouldn't be anything astonishing about a man who doesn't degrade women, hurt them or treat them as somehow less than him." </div></blockquote><div><br></div><div>I was actually revolted at this former classmate's admission of decency when he told me, and my revulsion was confirmed when I heard Clem's words. I wish I had the guts to say them to the people I went to school with at the time. Thanks Clem for making me realise that just because someone says they took one for the team, they're not a good guy, they are still contributing to the bullying. </div><div><br></div><div>There are lots of photos of me at various ages scattered around my family home - mostly milestones like school and university graduations and meeting Darren Hayes. In my early years I wouldn't smile for the camera, I'd just screw my face up because I didn't think I was worthy of having my photo taken when my face was different to most people's anyway. There are a few school photos of me with my sparse hair tied back in different coloured scrunchies and ribbons through the 90s. What a relief/faux pas it was when I found mousse that made my hair curly (yet so crunchy it wasn't nice to touch). I don't have many social photos of me in my teenage years - perhaps I was too self conscious and friendless to take any? Maybe it is just because we didn't yet have digital cameras and social media? </div><div><br></div><div>I have seen that photo of 10 year old me countless times. I hadn't really taken notice of it until this week. When I looked closely, I saw a beauty that I hadn't noticed prior. Maybe that was the year I started taking care of my own skin. But I think it's because I see myself now, as a 35 year old woman, in that 10 year old face. A smile, and a twinkle in my eye. Big hair, don't care. There was so much potential for me - but I didn't realise then</div><div><br></div><div>Mum always told me to believe in myself and not to worry about what others thought of me. I tried when I was 10. But being proud of myself, and confident, especially when I was made to believe I looked hideous because of how people my age spoke to and shunned me, was seen as being up myself. No one wanted to be that, or liked that. It's so much easier to display that confidence now. No fucks given. </div><div><br></div><div>When I was 10, I needed to meet others with Ichthyosis, like I'm doing now. I needed mentors in my life. I needed to know that life as an adult would be ok. But the few people with Ichthyosis that I met spent their lives looking for cures and that made them really unwell. I knew when I was 10 that I didn't want to be fixed, even though so many said that I could only succeed if I didn't have red, scaly skin. </div><div><br></div><div>It's 24 years since that photo was taken. I remember the isolation and being told I could do anything as long as I chopped my skin off like it was yesterday. In my 375th argument on the Internet this year, when <a href="https://www.facebook.com/shannon.rhiann/posts/1121147747983468" id="id_7365_c15a_551_fbac" target="_blank">someone defended and dismissed bullying at my high school</a> and of course I had something to say, a stranger told me they hope I put my sad school days behind me. Of course I've achieved and found so much happiness and love since then, but I remember the hateful words and the exclusion. </div><div><br></div><div>10 year old me wondered when someone would say I was beautiful or smart or a good writer, instead of calling me "redskin" or dragging their feet because they had to sit with me at lunchtime. I wondered when someone would come to my house on a Saturday to play Sylvaniam Families or My Little Ponies. I wondered when teachers would realise that sitting outside in the heat was just as bad for me as playing sport in the heat, and could I just go to the library and read, please? I wondered for so long when someone would hold my hand, let me touch them, ask me to braid their hair. </div><div><br></div><div>As I began to write this piece in bed this morning, Adam, my husband (<i>my husband!</i>) reached for my hand, sleepy and naked next to me. I brushed it away, briskly. "I'm trying to write", I told him. "I'm trying to love you", he replied, smiling. And then I took his hand and let him kiss mine. 10 year old me would be giggling at the thought of the love she'd have in 2016.</div><div><br></div><div>Cheers to 2016, and here's to 2017 - I hope you have a great New Year. Thank you for reading my writing in 2016 - you are so wonderful.</div><div><br></div><div>❤️</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_238_a7b7_79a8_4af2" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-FgAznkq-OHE/WGcdX-wpasI/AAAAAAAARJk/H20eAvEvxZI/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 601px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div><br></div><div><b style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">That's 35 year old me doing just what 10 year old me couldn't get away doing - lying on a massive toy shaggy dog in an art gallery a few days ago. I could be myself around a school friend as she took the photo, and that felt good.</b></div><div><b><br></b></div><div><b>Has this blog post helped you or made you think? </b><a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/p/support-me.html" id="id_e77a_9a10_711e_1e0c" target="_blank"><b>Please consider buying me a drink.</b></a><b> Thank you! </b></div><div><b><br></b></div><div><b>(I've been reading <a href="http://www.booktopia.com.au/shrill-lindy-west/prod9781784295530.html" id="id_aac1_3d6_56ed_ebbb" target="_blank">Lindy West's</a> and Clem Ford's memoirs this holiday. They are such great writers and have made me think and laugh. This post is inspired by them - and has given me thought for writing my own memoir soon. Hold me.) </b></div><br><br>Carly Findlayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01368145710452826385noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1720872153813357167.post-36898299310727299762016-12-30T07:29:00.005+11:002016-12-30T08:17:23.940+11:00Giggling on the Just A Spoonful podcast <div style="text-align: center;"> </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_e923_a3e8_7313_ea35" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-gnJXxhZUsrE/WGV8WP2SWqI/AAAAAAAARJQ/raqasx2cNys/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 442px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div><br></div>You know when you have a crush on someone and somehow you magic your life so your worlds collide and you do something together? Well that hadn't happened to me until I was asked to be on the <a href="https://omny.fm/shows/jaspodcast/episode-14-carly-findlay " id="id_e452_d19a_6112_e48f" target="_blank">Just a Spoonful podcast</a> with Kaitlyn Plyley earlier in the year. I had SUCH a giddy crush on this podcast. I remember listening to all of the previous episodes the week I discovered the podcast. I loved the interviews with chronically ill and disabled guests. And I love the theme song, which is often stuck in my head for hours after listening. But my biggest crush was on Kaitlyn's accent! (I now realise I'm on the verge of being one of those micro-aggressors who can't get past how amazing she sounds - but I swear I see Kaitlyn's big, creative brain too!) And so can you imagine my excitement when I got to talk to her on the podcast for real?!<div><br><div>Listen to the podcast here:<br>
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A couple of weeks ago I was interviewed for the Neighbuzz podcast. It was a <a href="http://neighbuzzpod.com/interview-with-kate-hood-sancia-robinson-carly-findlay/" id="id_2734_5814_914f_701e" target="_blank">special bonus episode</a> focused on disability. Neighbuzz is hosted and produced by Vaya Pashos, who I've been chatting to on Twitter for years. It was so good to finally meet in real life! I love Neighbuzz because it's more than just recapping the show. It's bloody funny, and Vaya and her team often talk about serious current affairs such as consent, victim blaming and of course, diverse casting. It's also really well produced.<br>
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I put Vaya and my friend Kate Hood in touch - Kate recently joined the Neighbours cast for a month. Sancia Robinson - who played Elaine, a quadriplegic woman in 2013 - also joined us for the podcast. Sancia currently works as a casting director and I truly think our discussion will influence the way she makes decisions about diverse casting.<br>
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I watch Neighbours most days - it's a soap I've been watching for years. And so I was excited to see Kate Hood joining Neighbours. This is a pivotal moment in Australian TV history - Kate is an actually disabled woman playing a disabled character - Maxine Cowper. </div>
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Kate and I met at Quippings in 2014 - she is a wonderful writer, accomplished actor (she used to be on Prisoner), director and producer at Raspberry Ripple Productions, and has a beautiful voice. She narrates a lot of audiobooks. Kate's character Maxine is from the wrong side of the tracks - tough talking, and enmeshed in Paul Robinson's crookery from her first episode. </div>
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You're probably aware that talking about disability and media representation is one of the things I love to do. So it was a brilliant opportunity to talk to people who get it - who are directly involved in making their own media and influencing We joked that four women on a podcast would make it so hard for listeners - a la the commercial radio fable that women can't host their own radio show. </div>
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Representation matters. Fiction can damage people. A friend who has a disability told me the film impacted them so much they felt worthless, and was made to feel suicidal. They were thankful for us speaking out about the film - our actions helped save them. My friend told me they have no doubt others with spinal cord injuries felt the same watching and reading about Me Before You. </div>
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We all discussed the idea of "cripping up" - when a non disabled actor plays a disabled character - and how it's not acceptable to black up, so why is it ok to crip up? You'll hear that Sancia felt very uncomfortable playing a disabled person, but took the role very seriously. </div>
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I also talked about how disability is the last taboo with jokes in the media. A month ago I watched half of How to Be Single and was disgusted. Rebel Wilson's character joked about dating "midgets and albinos". I wondered when the day will come when actors can opt out of ableist lines and script writers will avoid writing them? Will media makers ever realise that ableism is as bad a racism and homophobia? Perhaps a better question to ask is, when will they even recognise what's ableist, and the impact ableism has on disabled people?<br>
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<b>Has this blog post helped you or made you think? </b><a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/p/support-me.html" id="id_e33d_702d_e36e_fca2" target="_blank">Please consider buying me a drink.</a><b> </b></div>
Carly Findlayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01368145710452826385noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1720872153813357167.post-47907548284543526412016-12-27T15:33:00.000+11:002016-12-27T16:24:06.311+11:00Silent Tears exhibition at MAMA Albury <b>This post mentions violence toward women with disability. <br>
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I went to see <a href="http://silenttears.com.au/the-exhibition/" id="id_5ee5_bb03_f7d6_2150" target="_blank">Silent Tears</a> at MAMA - Murray Art Museum Albury in Albury on the weekend. It was moving and heartfelt and the stories of the women show bravery and endurance. Silent Tears is an exhibition showing photos of women with disability who have survived violence. The photos have been taken by Belinda Mason.<br>
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I am featured in Silent Tears - Belinda asked me because I've been the subject of online abuse as well as regular micro-aggressions about my appearance. There is a transparent large photo which hangs from the ceiling. See it and read about it <a href="http://silenttears.com.au/portfolio/thin-skin-thick/" id="id_cf3f_d83e_b8a8_ed16" target="_blank">here</a> There is also a documentary series where participants are featured in every day settings. You can see my photo and read about it <a href="http://silenttears.com.au/portfolio/thin-skin-thick-2/" id="id_869c_81da_28c9_31ad" target="_blank">here</a>.</div>
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Thank you for including me Belinda, congratulations to all the women for speaking out about violence, and thanks to MAMA for hosting it. </div><div><br></div><div><h3 style="box-sizing: border-box; vertical-align: baseline; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; margin: 0px 0px 8px; border: 0px; line-height: 34px; -webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased;"><span style="box-sizing: border-box; vertical-align: baseline; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; margin: 0px; border: 0px;"><span style="box-sizing: border-box; vertical-align: baseline; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; margin: 0px; border: 0px;">Silent Tears project contains images and stories that include depictions and some graphic accounts of violence against women.</span><span style="box-sizing: border-box; vertical-align: baseline; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; margin: 0px; border: 0px;"> </span></span></h3><h3 style="box-sizing: border-box; vertical-align: baseline; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; margin: 0px 0px 8px; border: 0px; line-height: 34px; -webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased;"><span style="box-sizing: border-box; vertical-align: baseline; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; margin: 0px; border: 0px;"><span style="box-sizing: border-box; vertical-align: baseline; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; margin: 0px; border: 0px;">Need Help? Are you experiencing sexual assault or domestic and family violence Seeking to support someone who is? Help and assistance can be found. <span style="box-sizing: border-box; vertical-align: baseline; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; margin: 0px; border: 0px; line-height: 1.5;">Call this number <a href="tel:1800 737 732" style="box-sizing: border-box; vertical-align: baseline; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; margin: 0px; border: 0px; transition: color 0.2s linear; -webkit-transition: color 0.2s linear;">1800 737 732</a> to access counselling delivered by qualified, experienced professionals 24-hours a day, seven days a week, from the National Sexual </span>Assault, Domestic Family Violence Counselling Service.<span style="box-sizing: border-box; vertical-align: baseline; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; margin: 0px; border: 0px; line-height: 1.5;"> <a href="http://www.1800respect.org.au/" style="box-sizing: border-box; vertical-align: baseline; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; margin: 0px; border: 0px; transition: color 0.2s linear; -webkit-transition: color 0.2s linear;">www.1800respect.org.au</a>.</span></span></span></h3><h3 style="box-sizing: border-box; vertical-align: baseline; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; margin: 0px; border: 0px; line-height: 34px; -webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased;"><span style="box-sizing: border-box; vertical-align: baseline; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; margin: 0px; border: 0px;"><span style="box-sizing: border-box; vertical-align: baseline; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; margin: 0px; border: 0px;"><span style="box-sizing: border-box; vertical-align: baseline; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; margin: 0px; border: 0px; line-height: 1.5;">If you are feeling unsafe right NOW, call 000.</span></span></span></h3></div>
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Carly Findlayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01368145710452826385noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1720872153813357167.post-55952632910628532982016-12-23T07:00:00.000+11:002016-12-23T14:23:55.185+11:00One year since Cripping The Mighty<div>It's a year since <a href="https://twitter.com/search?f=tweets&vertical=default&q=#CrippingTheMighty&src=typd" id="id_9f5f_b49a_b3f_e6d0" target="_blank">#CrippingtheMighty</a> happened. In short, The Mighty, a disability-focused site, publishes content that is damaging to people with disability. A number of disabled writers and activists spoke up on social media, and created a lot of content about the issues, offered advice to writers and editors, and a few of us (now former) writers were thrown out of The Mighty writers group - probably because we were too outspoken for them. I wrote about it <a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/2015/12/the-problems-with-mighty-and-my.html" id="id_b04a_c137_4935_33e0" target="_blank">here</a> and <a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/2016/01/an-open-letter-to-mighty-being-mighty.html" id="id_21c0_1a2c_e4e3_356a" target="_blank">here</a> - and there are lots of others who did too. You can read a <a href="https://storify.com/SFdirewolf/crippingthemighty" id="id_afaf_a867_d02c_ceed" target="_blank">Storify of tweets and articles here</a>. </div><div><br></div><div>The best thing to happen was that I met amazing, likeminded people - and I've gone on to write lots of articles this year - and been paid for them!</div><div><br></div><div>Despite the commentary around it, and a number of us trying to work with The Mighty, they continue not to pay writers, and continue to produce inspiration porn and divide the disability community. It's concerning to see The Mighty used as as resource to teach people about disability, and to connect people with disability. They are looking at changimg, though. However, I imagine most writers would prefer to be paid for each article rather than through a best performance system, or not at all, with forecasted revenue potentially going to not for profit. Just pay the writers. </div><div><br></div><div>In an email last week, Mike Porath, founder and CEO wrote:</div><div><br></div><div> </div><blockquote style="margin: 0 0 0 40px; border: none; padding: 0px;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"> As we complete our second full year of operation, I wanted to give you a brief update on The Mighty, ask for your thoughts on a key initiative, and encourage a few of you to take a larger role in our community. <br></span><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"> <br></span><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">First, the update: Together with your help we are growing our community and helping so many more people. When we launched The Mighty in 2014, our stories were viewed 2,000 to 3,000 times a day. Now our stories are being viewed 2 million to 3 million times a day, including our videos. If you want insight into our operation, the effect our stories are having on people, how we are growing and where we’re going from here, please <a data-saferedirecturl="https://www.google.com/url?hl=en&q=https://www.linkedin.com/pulse/place-where-digital-media-becomes-health-mike-porath&source=gmail&ust=1481821624760000&usg=AFQjCNHwHEM2NdwFuOrrIwew6QAj5rNvVQ" href="http://themighty.us3.list-manage.com/track/click?u=5b89c1e1fd3d67cfcd4622057&id=efcd385ed6&e=bc93c43e4b" target="_blank">check out my post from a couple months ago</a>. <br></span><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"> <br></span><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Second, a new initiative: to fund our growing operation, we will begin partnering with brands as sponsors and begin experimenting with different ways to drive revenue. Over the coming months, these experiments will only cover a small fraction of the costs to run the site, but they will help us determine the best ways to grow The Mighty into something that helps far more people in many more ways. <br></span><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"> <br></span><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">As we enter into this new phase, we want to get your thoughts on ways we can contribute a portion of the revenue to the community. Here are just three possible examples: 1. Our plan from the beginning was to contribute a portion of our revenue to nonprofits that are working with The Mighty and our contributors. 2. A performance-based payment model for contributing writers. 3. An operation that helps companies (our future sponsors) hire more people with disabilities and other health conditions.<br></span><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"> <br></span><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Again, as we begin to bring in revenue (we’ve made no revenue up to date), any initiative we fund will be fairly small, but we have a very big vision of what The Mighty can become and expect there will be many ways for us to contribute to the community as we grow. Please take a few minutes to give us your opinions on this matter and others in <a data-saferedirecturl="https://www.google.com/url?hl=en&q=https://www.surveymonkey.com/r/38S3P6D&source=gmail&ust=1481821624760000&usg=AFQjCNEXadLfdCdfgx_yM44i4EUj8bEHgw" href="http://themighty.us3.list-manage.com/track/click?u=5b89c1e1fd3d67cfcd4622057&id=5a8fe068c3&e=bc93c43e4b" target="_blank">this survey here</a>.<br></span><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"> <br></span><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Third, an opportunity: Have you ever considered working for The Mighty? We are getting about 1,000 submissions a week from contributors, far more than our small team of editors can handle. We're hiring part-time editors in several of our sections. To find these people, we'd like to start with you: the people in our community who know us as both a site and brand, and the conditions we cover. We're thrilled at the idea of having some of you join our Mighty team. </span><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><br></span><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">These positions can be remote and have flexible scheduling, but they will also require a great amount of training and eventually, fast editing with thoughtful ways to frame stories. To apply to take an edit test with us, <a data-saferedirecturl="https://www.google.com/url?hl=en&q=https://themighty.typeform.com/to/wqAkXG&source=gmail&ust=1481821624760000&usg=AFQjCNFOndf_xjOAn5Y-xzk3rvreOtWctQ" href="http://themighty.us3.list-manage1.com/track/click?u=5b89c1e1fd3d67cfcd4622057&id=fe5a3d8d02&e=bc93c43e4b" target="_blank">fill out the application form here</a>. We hope you'll consider applying, but we can only bring on a few paid positions right now, so please do not be discouraged if you are not initially selected. If you have any further questions about our hiring process, please reach out to <a href="mailto:community@themighty.com" target="_blank">community@themighty.com</a>. We'd also like to encourage any college students to reach out to that email address if you are looking for an internship. We'd like to reiterate: we are so excited at the thought of you joining our Mighty team and grateful for what you've helped us create so far. We've truly done this together.</span><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><br></span><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><br></span><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Mike Porath<br></span><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Founder and CEO, The Mighty</span></blockquote><div><br></div><div>The fabulous Alice Wong interviewed a number of us who took part in Cripping the Mighty - all former writers - and here's the result on <a href="https://disabilityvisibilityproject.com/2016/12/20/crippingthemighty-1-year-later-disabled-writers-on-publishing/ " id="id_1463_1b4_43b7_1662" target="_blank">Disability Visibility Project</a>. </div><div><br></div><div>One thing I didn't say in my spiel, but wish I had, is that people who keep writing and sharing The Mighty posts are perpetuating the problem. It is not a site that supports disability rights. It doesn't pay writers. It doesn't respect advice from actually disabled people. It caters to the inspiration porn loving, medical model following, burdened parent. <span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">I have lost respect for writers who continue to write for The Mighty knowing the problems, and the feelings of many disabled people.</span></div><div><br></div><div>Since last December, The Mighty has categorised impairments. They have dedicated Facebook pages per impairment, and readers can search the site and view articles on the impairment they choose. I don't understand the divide by categorising impairments. So medical model focused. If you have cerebral palsy, why not learn about autism, or if you're a parent of a child with Down syndrome, why not read how the experiences across disability types can be similar.</div><div><br></div><div>It also takes advantage of writers who feel this is the best opportunity they can get. There are SO many more ways to get your voice heard. I've seen many disabled writers published in the mainstream - really making waves. I've been one of them, writing for the ABC and News.com.au this month. It's been a huge reach and a brilliant opportunity. </div><div><br></div><div>As I learnt from Cripping the Mighty, and in my other areas of work this year - there are hundreds of actually disabled media makers out there. We've come together to highlight important issues including the impacts of the US Presidential Election, assisted suicide, the murders of disabled people, and of course media representation. We mobilise on social media. And these are the issues The Mighty isn't covering. </div><div><br></div><div>There is no reason for our voices not to be centred in the media. Nothing about us without us. </div>Carly Findlayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01368145710452826385noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1720872153813357167.post-72242949107140896182016-12-20T19:43:00.001+11:002016-12-20T19:43:44.594+11:00Healthcare and disability article for the ABCI'm excited about my second publication on ABC News this week. I was commissioned to interview a few people with disability who navigate the healthcare system. I spoke with an Aboriginal woman, a woman from rural Victtoria and a young man. They were so generous with their stories. <a href="http://www.abc.net.au/news/health/2016-12-20/what-people-with-disabilities-want-from-their-health-care/8127416" id="id_d2c8_3f1e_b277_3309" target="_blank">Here's the final piece.</a><div><br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_94c_6643_c98d_13dd" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-or6PFNq4MKY/WFjvPsVJT8I/AAAAAAAARHw/PGGo-HdDJp0/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 557px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div>Here's a blurb:</div><div><br></div><blockquote style="margin: 0 0 0 40px; border: none; padding: 0px;"><div>"<span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Those of us with disabilities often find a visit to the doctor leaves us feeling like we're forever the teacher, especially if our disability is rare or little understood.</span></div><div><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><br></span></div><div><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">A quick trip to the GP for a cold can become a long appointment where I'm giving a curious doctor an explainer on my disability.</span></div><div><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><br></span></div></blockquote><blockquote style="margin: 0 0 0 40px; border: none; padding: 0px;"><p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 15px; padding: 0px;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Or there's the flipside, where my disability is forgotten and the doctor fails to realise the impact it has on my general health."</span></p></blockquote><div><a href="http://www.abc.net.au/news/health/2016-12-20/what-people-with-disabilities-want-from-their-health-care/8127416" id="id_40cd_9fff_dc84_d709" target="_blank">Read more here.</a> (Also, the <a href="https://www.facebook.com/abcnews.au/posts/10155936624679988" id="id_3770_58cc_9d27_8127" target="_blank">comments</a> suggest a headline was the only thing read...)</div><div><br></div><div>Thanks for having me ABC News! And thanks James, Michelle and Tracy for your time and lived experience. </div><div><br></div><div><b>Have you listened to my podcast yet? Have a laugh by listening to <a href="refreshmentsprovided.com" id="id_c051_cc31_8448_92d5" target="_blank">Refreshments Provided</a>. </b></div>Carly Findlayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01368145710452826385noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1720872153813357167.post-84122009644209250212016-12-19T17:42:00.001+11:002016-12-19T18:19:59.979+11:00On guard. I'm aware of the need to manage other people's reactions towards me. <div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_3465_3960_3425_b055" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-K8ZYSPHNxeo/WFeBbWatibI/AAAAAAAARHg/VRaPPP74RQA/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 533px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br></div><div style="text-align: left;"><div><br></div><div>The cleaner was due today. Last time they came, <a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/2016/12/my-face-scared-my-cleaner-away-today.html" id="id_ecde_7b57_9adc_45bc" target="_blank">they were scared of my face and left</a>. </div><div><br></div><div>There is usually a different cleaner each time. I know this now I work from home, and also because of the varying quality of the cleaning. </div><div><br></div><div>Part of me wanted to stay home, so I could greet them, smiling in a friendly way, and monitor their reaction. </div><div><br></div><div>Most of me wanted not to be home to avoid being on alert, avoid the explaining of why I look the way I do and trying to make a stranger feel comfortable about my appearance. </div><div><br></div><div>I do just want to get on with my day - do a good job of the work I'm required to for my day job. But I know I'm aware of the need to manage other people's reactions towards me. </div><div><br></div><div>This is tiring.</div><div><br></div><div>I acknowledge that of course this doesn't happen all the time, and the majority of interactions are positive. </div><div><br></div><div>But when something like the cleaner being afraid of my face and leaving the job happens, or when I'm <a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/2013/07/discriminatory-abuse-from-taxi-driver.html" id="id_e603_1812_b393_8e69" target="_blank">abused by a taxi driver</a>, or even when I'm surrounded by high pitched <a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/2016/01/a-lesson-in-responding-to-kid-shouty.html" id="id_bf1e_faff_a2f6_8973" target="_blank">children demanding to know what's wrong with me</a> I can be on guard. I notice sniggers and glances from my peripheral vision. I see the gaping mouths and hear the sudden silence as I enter their space.</div><div><br></div><div>I jot down the cab numbers before I've put my seatbelt on, and I put a smile on so as to not scare the children. </div><div><br></div><div>These are the things I've become accustomed to doing because I look different. </div><div><br></div><div>I try to be polite at all times. But I cannot guarantee that I will respond to each microaggression (or outright discrimination) in a chirpy, educative way. But that's often expected of me. Often by people who experience Ichthyosis - as a carer, and sometimes a patient.</div><div><br></div><div>"You should have welcomed this opportunity to educate," I read. It's bitterness, they tell me. There's also the idea that I'm not comfortable with my appearance if I see stares and comments and fear as negative experiences. (Wrong.) </div><div><br></div><div>There is the peanut gallery of people who look on the bright side. Usually people who have never been judged by their appearance alone. "They probably didn't mean it." "It's natural to be curious." Even the "Maybe you're taking things too personally?"</div><div><br></div><div>And then there's always my own high achieving self telling me that the way I respond will shape a stranger's experience of dealing with a disabled person or someone with a facial difference. I might be the person to make them never want to interact with someone like me again. It's a huge responsibility to get it right. Amd I don't want to be seen to be scary and difficult. That angry red woman. Because I'm not.</div><div> </div><div>The cleaner never came today. I will be on guard another day. And I wonder if something came up, or word has got around the agency to avoid the angry red woman who cried discrimation. </div><div><br></div><div><b>Has this post helped you or made you think? Do you enjoy reading my blog? <a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/p/support-me.html" id="id_66e0_6dde_45fd_717b" target="_blank">Please consider buying me a drink. </a></b></div></div>Carly Findlayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01368145710452826385noreply@blogger.com12tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1720872153813357167.post-4944675465794431322016-12-16T17:20:00.001+11:002016-12-17T21:47:36.196+11:00My blog turns 7 today. An article I wrote. Thank you for being a friend.<div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_a98_20e0_4d7f_862f" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-7SQPJy6MKk4/WFOHgqGFSsI/AAAAAAAARHA/zC4_-_fRjdg/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 437px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div><br></div>Hello! <div><br></div><div>My little blog turns seven today! It's seven years since I started off with <a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/2009/12/look-out-world.html" id="id_6abe_9075_9933_917a" target="_blank">this small voice</a>. </div><div><br></div><div>Over the years, I've been more courageous to share big opinions - my voice has become much bigger. (Some times I get into arguments with people on the Internet - I work very hard at being diplomatic.) </div><div><br></div><div><a href="http://www.news.com.au/lifestyle/real-life/news-life/trolls-said-i-looked-like-something-that-was-partially-digested-by-their-dog/news-story/9c18e61e68c2b6b673323d0f66eb7b80" id="id_28e0_4ba2_f91e_f76c" target="_blank">Here's an opinion that was published today</a>. </div><div><br></div><div>I wrote about those awful tag a mate memes, and the impact of ridiculing people's appearances on the Internet. Because that happened to me three years ago next week. </div><div><br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_4c34_6268_8dda_f3e3" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-NeHmObOAFUk/WFOHjmnM5HI/AAAAAAAARHI/U8tCF7AusiI/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 479px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br></div><div style="text-align: left;">Here's an excerpt:</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br></div><blockquote style="margin: 0 0 0 40px; border: none; padding: 0px;"><div style="text-align: left;"><p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px; padding: 0px 0px 14px; border: 0px; line-height: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; word-wrap: break-word;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">"Sadly, some people I know have tagged their mates in memes of overweight women. Even when I’ve told them about the impact these memes have on me and others, they don’t get it. They don’t understand what it’s like to be mocked or excluded because of their appearance.</span></p></div><div style="text-align: left;"><p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px; padding: 0px 0px 14px; border: 0px; line-height: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; word-wrap: break-word;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">A first-hand story about how these types of memes affect an actual person is not enough for them to become empathetic and remorseful. They just get defensive. I thought that once they knew about how I’ve been treated because of appearance, they might stop engaging in this immature, heartless activity. They didn’t.</span></p></div><div style="text-align: left;"><p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px; padding: 0px 0px 14px; border: 0px; line-height: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; word-wrap: break-word;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">When I speak up, I’m told to move on. It’s just friendly chatter. They’re good people, just having a laugh. They’re not doing any harm.</span></p></div><div style="text-align: left;"><p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px; padding: 0px 0px 14px; border: 0px; line-height: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; word-wrap: break-word;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Except they are. And if they claim to be inclusive and against bullying, they are contradicting their values by sharing these memes for a laugh."</span></p></div></blockquote><div style="text-align: left;"><br></div><div style="text-align: left;">Who would have thought seven years ago I would be published on national news sites? I didn't. Starting a blog has been the best thing for my career. I'm living my writing dream. Thank you to all the editors who have published me. And thanks to the people who hired me to speak too. It's seriously a privilege to be paid to do things I love.</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br></div><div style="text-align: left;">And it's been great for making friends too. I had a little meetup at the art gallery on the weekend. These lovely ladies, and a man, came to hang out and it was so much fun! </div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_743e_db17_4d85_654" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-sbGTm_5Z5AQ/WFOHjj56TPI/AAAAAAAARHE/SPYxaXdTTms/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 472px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: left;">I want to do more of these catch ups soon. What do you suggest?</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br></div><div style="text-align: left;">Blogging has given me so much - most of all getting to know myself, become more confident and be proud of living with a disability.</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br></div><div style="text-align: left;">Thanks for reading here (and chatting on <a href="facebook.com/tune.into.radio.carly" id="id_43e4_a47e_117a_8740" target="_blank">Facebook</a> and <a href="twitter.com/carlyfindlay" id="id_8b9f_604c_ecc7_531a" target="_blank">Twitter</a> for all these years. Thanks for the positive comments, and for telling me when I don't get it right. Your readership, support and friendship means so much. I love this little place of mine on the Internet. </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br></div><div style="text-align: left;"><b>PS - Have you listened to my podcast yet? <a href="refreshmentsprovided.com" id="id_81ca_5097_7d97_8b92" target="_blank">Listen over here.</a> </b></div><div style="text-align: left;"><b><br></b></div><div style="text-align: left;"><b>And if you want to support me by buying me a drink, </b><a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/p/support-me.html" id="id_a796_81c1_356_1718" target="_blank">click here</a><b>. </b></div>Carly Findlayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01368145710452826385noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1720872153813357167.post-55021679871115865932016-12-11T10:10:00.000+11:002016-12-11T10:11:54.259+11:00Buy a 2017 Walander to support heart and lung transplant patients. Are you looking for a last minute Christmas present, or a just-because-present, or simply need a calendar because you some have one and you're one frantic schedule away from missing an event? (Maybe that last one is just me - I don't have a clock in the house either!)<div><br></div><div>My BFF Camille has created the <a href="http://curlypopsfundraising.bigcartel.com/product/the-walendar-2017" id="id_dbf6_ebb2_af73_f369" target="_blank">Walander</a> - featuring her beautiful dog Wally. Wally is an Instagram star! I met him for tn first time last year and had a cuddle, and Cam snapped a pic. The hits on my Instagram were off the charts! </div><div><br></div><div>Wally LOVES to get dressed up. He really does. <a href="https://instagram.com/p/BNGeHJWDy7Q/" id="id_50e7_87ff_4b04_2a1d" target="_blank">Here's a video of him pulling out his costumes from a drawer.</a> And so Wally's rocking the model poses from January to December 2017 in a calendar.</div><div><br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_850_94de_3152_202c" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-S6AbMb7eipg/WEyLhuQoxLI/AAAAAAAARGY/AahOxgH1R_c/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 718px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br></div><div style="text-align: left;">One hundred percent of the funds raised from the Walander will go to the <a href="http://www.hlttv.org.au" id="id_c9be_bb91_a5ff_ff4e" target="_blank">Heart and Lung Transplant Trust of Victoria</a> </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br></div><div style="text-align: left;">The Trust helps patients on the transplant waiting list, and people who have received generous organ donations. The Trust provides<span style="text-align: justify; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"> apartments to post-transplant patients - it's within walking distance of The Alfred. This becomes a place to call home for 3 months while they go through the most traumatic experience of their lives. It also gives a fitness grant to post transplant patients, so they can maintain their fitness while recovering. Other services include welfare funding to patients who require it, and a contact line for anyone who needs to talk. What an amazing service. </span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br></div><div style="text-align: left;">Camille received her new lungs in 2013, and is now Vice President of the Trust. And Wally has brought so much joy into Cam's life. Look!</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_dfb7_ed6f_b367_505a" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-cE88fj-aCms/WEyLoe4G0lI/AAAAAAAARGc/77skqar1EK0/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 484px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br></div><div style="text-align: left;">Walanders are $25 plus $5 standard postage, or a little extra for express. </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br></div><div style="text-align: left;"><div><a href="http://curlypopsfundraising.bigcartel.com/product/the-walendar-2017" id="id_a066_9111_bd34_a51" target="_blank">Buy yours here.</a></div><div><br></div><div>Wally won't get out of bed for less than 5 treats a day now. Such a diva. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_4cac_3c74_ac77_6b83" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-X7Tp9V68oOA/WEyLs6uUsII/AAAAAAAARGg/rcBVDggJ4mk/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 430px; height: auto; margin: 4px;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: left;"><b>This is not a sponsored post. I bought my own <a href="http://curlypopsfundraising.bigcartel.com/product/the-walendar-2017" id="id_ef5a_11a7_3936_7795" target="_blank">Walander</a>. You can sign up to the organ donor via </b><a href="http://www.donatelife.gov.au/decide" id="id_a4df_b301_eb30_393e" target="_blank">this link</a><b> in Australia. Google the organ donation programs in your country. Don't forget to tell your loved ones your donor wishes. </b></div><div> </div></div>Carly Findlayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01368145710452826385noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1720872153813357167.post-6087345957594858212016-12-08T07:00:00.000+11:002016-12-08T08:12:16.075+11:00My year of writing - reflections on my birthday <div style="text-align: center;">
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It's my birthday today! I'm halfway to 70. Can you believe it? I can't. This is middle age. I don't feel my age, I don't feel grown up, and don't think I look it either. What does 35 even feel like anyway?</div>
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Thirty four was a big year. I got married, went overseas, changed jobs - from full time to part time and freelancing - and have been very, very sore. I had my wisdom teeth out, lost friends and had a lot of self doubt. Honestly, I haven't enjoyed every moment of it, but the big moments and achievements definitely made up for the awful times. I made many new wonderful friends and had some great opportunities including being the opening speaker before our former Prime Minister Julia Gillard. </div>
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I thought it would be a fun thing to do a year in review - reflecting on the writing I've done this year. My friend - talented author - Anna Spargo-Ryan did <a href="http://blog.annaspargoryan.com/2016/12/2016-in-writing/" id="id_9d55_8dd6_46fe_ed78">a year in writing</a> (her novel <a href="http://blog.annaspargoryan.com/book-the-paper-house/#" id="id_7e92_df7d_52fb_b5ab" target="_blank">The Paper House</a> was my favourite book this year, and she should be so proud of all of her achievements!), so I've drawn inspiration from her. It's also a great way to collate my articles so I can send off well overdue invoices to my editor. Plus I'm a procrastinator. </div>
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I've included posts I've written for my blog here too. Because although they're not published on a mainstream platform, I'm still proud of them. </div>
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This year I started a Patreon account for readers to support me blogging. I know that there are many people who use my work in their academic research and teaching, and even to get advice on how to live with Ichthyosis. If this has helped you, please consider becoming a Patron of my work. You can give a small amount monthly. Think of it as <a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/p/support-me.html" id="id_628e_c1a8_4b04_f74" target="_blank">buying me a drink</a> to say thank you. </div>
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<b>Articles I've written for the media</b></div>
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In February I wrote about <a href="http://dailylife.com.au/news-and-views/dl-opinion/how-a-visible-disability-makes-the-search-for-housemates-so-much-harder-20160516-gow9qt.html" id="id_3c03_ed4e_2d4c_84b2" target="_blank">how hard it can be to find a flatmate when you have a facial difference</a>. </div>
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March was the month I got married, and I wrote about appearance diversity and wedding planning for <a href="http://nubride.com/2016/03/21/disability-inclusion-perception-weddings-carly-findlay/" id="id_ec4c_b5cf_363e_63a4" target="_blank">Nu Bride</a>. </div>
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In June, SBS Life asked me to write about their Dateline episode on child growth attenuation. This was honestly the most complex, emotional thing I've written, and <a href="http://www.sbs.com.au/news/content/comment-growth-attentuation-infantilises-people-disability?cid=inbody:stunting-growth-in-disabled-children-the-ethical-debate" id="id_6c87_d082_6b68_c6ae" target="_blank">I was scared to put my opinion in this article</a>. </div>
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I also wrote about <a href="http://www.sbs.com.au/topics/life/culture/article/2016/06/17/having-disability-not-tragedy?cid=inbody:comment-growth-attentuation-infantilises-people-with-disability" id="id_a404_35b6_c8d9_e7" target="_blank">the problems with the film Me Before You</a>, after attending a protest against it. This was for SBS Life as well. </div>
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I also wrote about that film, and the wider topic of media representation for <a href="https://access2arts.org.au/media-representation-me-before-you/" id="id_e1a6_27eb_c1c0_ccdd" target="_blank">Access 2 Arts</a> in September. </div>
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July saw the mass murder of 19 Japanese disabled people, and <a href="http://www.smh.com.au/lifestyle/news-and-views/opinion/why-did-the-mass-murder-of-19-disabled-people-in-japan-barely-rate-20160801-gqiphz.html" id="id_8002_3ddc_9f70_9107" target="_blank">I asked why no one was talking about it</a> I wrote this when I was very unwell, and it was published while I was in hospital. It was shared more than 76,000 times. </div>
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Madeline Stuart featured at New York Fashion Week in September, and <a href="http://ramonamag.com/2016/09/in-conversation-with-madeline-stuart/" id="id_6a12_f42f_fe9_1ff8" target="_blank">I interviewed her mum for Ramona</a>f (and used this in <a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/2016/09/robyn-lambird-and-madeline-stuart.html" id="id_d1d9_bbd9_49d3_7006" target="_blank">a bigger article on the blog</a>).</div>
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In October there was another murder of disabled people - this time children, and I wrote about <a href="http://www.smh.com.au/lifestyle/news-and-views/opinion/the-murder-of-disabled-children-can-never-be-justified-20161020-gs6xog.html" id="id_3cc4_cb31_e041_15eb" target="_blank">the media coverage and social media reaction</a>.</div>
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I wrote about the 11 year old who is making public transport more accessible. <a href="http://www.kidspot.com.au/parenting/real-life/reader-stories/meet-the-boy-making-sure-pregnant-women-get-a-seat-on-public-transport" id="id_5d4a_3e19_94f0_f4cb" target="_blank">This article was for Kidspot.</a> </div>
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On 3 December, for International Day of People with Disability, I wrote for the ABC about <a href="http://www.abc.net.au/news/health/2016-12-03/lived-experience-disability-in-health-system/8089086" id="id_f573_ba3_f98b_cd2a" target="_blank">navigating the medical system with a rare illness</a>. </div>
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That same weekend, I also wrote about <a href="http://www.kidspot.com.au/parenting/real-life/in-the-news/opinion-worrying-about-not-having-makeup-to-wear-to-work-is-shallow" id="id_2630_49ce_13e2_f2e6" target="_blank">the expectation to wear makeup and the fear around not wearing it</a>. </div>
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I've also done a lot of media, being invited on podcasts and radio programs, and occasionally being interviewed for articles. </div>
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In January <a href="http://www.smh.com.au/national/disability-advocates-demand-an-end-to-slacktivism-and-inspiration-porn-20160109-gm2dw9.html" id="id_2288_d373_144e_84b0" target="_blank">I was featured in The Age</a>. The article was on slacktivism. </div>
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Following this article, I was invited into ABC 774 to <a href="https://soundcloud.com/774-abc-melbourne/slacktivism-appearance-activism-and-inspiration-porn-culture-club" id="id_517b_62b0_a140_3eaa" target="_blank">discuss inspiration porn</a>. </div>
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<span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">A few days before I got married, </span><a href="https://soundcloud.com/774-abc-melbourne/carly-findlay-with-clare-bowditch" id="id_722c_6162_c83b_2645">Clare Bowditch invited me on her show</a><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"> </span></div>
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I was on a panel talking about disruption at She Leads in Canberra in May and featured in <a href="http://www.womensagenda.com.au/talking-about/top-stories/item/6988-activism-online-how-one-woman-got-blogging-and-became-an-influential-voice" id="id_a2fe_f02d_fba5_16ba">a related article in Women's Agenda</a>. </div>
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Steve Molk asked me to be on the <a href="https://t.co/V6iDDjS6fN" id="id_2a9b_5f23_cae8_cfbb" target="_blank">Humans of Twitter podcast</a>. </div>
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That same week I recorded the <a href="https://itunes.apple.com/au/podcast/aussie-bloggers-podcast/id1070992822" id="id_b1a7_2c0e_b4ea_dd9" target="_blank">Aussie Boggers Podcast</a>.</div>
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There was a lot of media around the Me Before You protest and I gave interviews to <a href="http://www.abc.net.au/am/content/2016/s4483645.htm" id="id_e2cf_65c0_f903_cafa" target="_blank">The ABC World Today</a> and <a href="http://mobile.abc.net.au/news/2016-06-17/me-before-you-criticised-by-disabled-community/7519648" id="id_8126_ff86_de57_daf2" target="_blank">ABC News</a> and was quoted in <a href="http://www.smh.com.au/entertainment/movies/me-before-you-starring-gots-emilia-clarke-is-a-disability-snuff-movie-say-protesters-20160616-gpkqim.html?skin=smart-phone" id="id_582f_7386_289c_6275" target="_blank">Sydney Morning Herald</a>.</div>
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<span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">I provided </span><a href="http://www.kidspot.com.au/parenting/real-life/in-the-news/special-olympics-bosses-are-disappointed-in-bernard-tomics-cruel-slur" id="id_2393_a89_f77f_ebef" target="_blank">a comment on ableist language</a><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"> for Kidspot. </span></div>
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<span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">I chatted with Jenny on the </span><a href="https://www.blogger.com/Fully%20sick%20http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/2016/08/my-chat-on-fully-sick-podcast.html" id="id_34a3_aa7_b95_7877" target="_blank">Fully Sick podcast</a><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">.</span></div>
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<span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Tara Moss asked me to write a passage in </span><a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/2016/06/speaking-out-by-tara-moss-i-contributor.html" id="id_52db_fd6e_259c_d35d">her book</a><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">! </span></div>
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I also chatted on the <a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/2016/11/my-chat-on-osher-gunsberg-podcast.html" id="id_efcc_1d4c_217a_74b3" target="_blank">Osher Günsberg podcast</a> in November. </div>
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<b>The best of blogging</b> </div>
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I've been blogging a lot less this year, but my readership has gone up. I've found my niche, but some pieces are just to remember what happened at that moment in time. Thank you for being my audience.</div>
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Some of my favourite, and most read posts of this year are: </div>
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<a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/2016/01/stop-praying-for-and-exploiting.html" id="id_d686_7f64_32b7_8aa8" target="_blank">Stop praying for and exploiting disabled children online </a></div>
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<a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/2016/01/dinner-with-stranger.html" id="id_9d70_7514_2c73_f4c1" target="_blank">Dinner with a stranger</a></div>
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<a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/2016/01/an-open-letter-to-mighty-being-mighty.html%20(and%20from%20late%20last%20year,%20the%20problems%20with%20the%20mighty" id="id_aac0_8232_8fe6_98" target="_blank">An open letter to The Mighty</a> (and from late last year - <a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/2015/12/the-problems-with-mighty-and-my.html" id="id_f909_44c1_b69d_1ab7" target="_blank">The problems with The Mighty and suggestions for improvement</a>)</div>
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<a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/2016/02/there-are-no-wins-in-having-it-worse.html" id="id_b68c_6193_e3d5_183c" target="_blank">There are no wins in having it worse. Chronic illness and disability hierarchy.</a></div>
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<a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/2016/02/the-unofficial-biography-fashionangel.html" id="id_71eb_683b_aca8_aacf" target="_blank">#FashionAngel</a> - inspired by the photo shoot from The Age</div>
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<a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/2016/02/my-hens-party-at-crafternoon-and-lady.html" id="id_8556_2657_ac86_76fb" target="_blank">My hens crafternoon</a> - so much fun!</div>
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<a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/2016/03/today-is-my-wedding-day.html" id="id_3cb9_69b5_23f4_d11a" target="_blank">Today is my wedding day</a></div>
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<a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/2016/03/i-didn-want-to-be-burden-on-our-minimoon.html" id="id_41da_b5e5_93c8_7ad3" target="_blank">I didn't want to be a burden on my minimoon</a></div>
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<a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/2016/05/ichthyosis-awareness-month-2016-we-must.html" id="id_df5a_d765_6b0b_c369" target="_blank">We must move past awareness raising for Ichthyosis </a></div>
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<a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/2016/05/ichthyosis-awareness-month-rethinking.html" id="id_10ea_9857_26ff_8410" target="_blank">Our wedding video</a></div>
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<a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/2016/06/me-before-you-disability-as-tragedy-and.html" id="id_b3cc_9f1_9e3c_d2ee" target="_blank">Me Before You - disability as a tragedy</a> - I sat in the movies under a blanket to live tweet my thoughts from this!</div>
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<a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/2016/07/meeting-tara-moss-and-being-empowered.html" id="id_aaff_658f_47a6_44f2" target="_blank">Meeting Tara Moss and responding to the dick pic </a></div>
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<a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/2016/07/this-is-how-it-feels-when-you-say-i-don.html" id="id_fd7f_5247_6139_a682" target="_blank">This is what it feels like when you say "I don't see your disability"</a></div>
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<a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/2016/08/this-is-what-my-disability-looks-like.html" id="id_6175_59c_3780_1371" target="_blank">This is what my disability looks like</a></div>
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<a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/2016/08/this-is-what-it-feels-like-to-be-prayed.html" id="id_9e72_cb6_3706_3e7e" target="_blank">This is what it feels like to be prayed for</a></div>
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<a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/2016/08/overwhelm-perils-of-living-what-i-am.html" id="id_37ad_b7ec_6a5c_c56c" target="_blank">Overwhelm - writing what I live </a></div>
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Ichthyosis in <a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/2016/09/ichthyosis-in-developing-countries-india.html" id="id_d6e5_d515_c9be_aa0f" target="_blank">India</a> and <a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/2016/09/ichthyosis-in-developing-countries.html" id="id_77bd_2260_97ea_b31c" target="_blank">Africa</a> </div>
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I also started a podcast with Jason. It's called Refeeshments Provided and <a href="https://www.blogger.com/refreshmentsprovided.com" id="id_7b7e_ac1f_5ce1_fc3b" target="_blank">you can listen here</a>.</div>
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Thank you for being a reader, for sharing my work and for telling me I've made you think. It means a lot that you here (or elsewhere) to read my thoughts. As mentioned, if you'd like to buy me a drink, <a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/p/support-me.html" id="id_efc9_d15d_9b77_bbf5" target="_blank">you can do so here</a>. </div>
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<br />Carly Findlayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01368145710452826385noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1720872153813357167.post-36478509704553875762016-12-05T18:13:00.001+11:002016-12-05T20:06:47.100+11:00My face scared my cleaner away today<div>This is my face up close. It's red, shiny and a bit lopsided because of a dodgy lymph node that flares up because of my inflammation. It's usually very smiley. Sometimes my hair is out of control, and sometimes there's a few bits of wayward skin hanging off my face and hair. This is who I am. </div><div><br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_4cd5_65ff_c29d_988e" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-hyfnzXuIZsM/WEUToR4VRkI/AAAAAAAARFw/YlrFDMPy-Jc/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 535px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div><br></div><div>Earlier this year <a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/2016/04/having-face-that-scares-people.html" id="id_956_899e_8ebe_d716" target="_blank">my face scared the post office worker</a>. Today it scared the cleaner. So much so, she ran away without completing the job. </div><div><br></div><div>It's exhausting having a face that can scare people. Even more exhausting worrying I'm seeming like a victim as I recall events like these. </div><div><br></div><div>I work from home now. Every second Monday a cleaner comes. I usually leave the house to go to the library when they come, but today I needed to stay home until I finished something. </div><div><br></div><div>I greeted the cleaner, saying hello. She jumped, visibly shocked at my face. I let that one go. </div><div><br></div><div>A few minutes later I went out again to tell her to let me know when she needs to vacuum the room I'm in, and I'll move for her. I spoke before I was in the room. As she turned around to look at me, she jumped again. </div><div><br></div><div>I told her "please don't be scared of my face", and said this is just how I look. I returned to the other room. </div><div><br></div><div>20 minutes later, I finished the task at hand, and realised I couldn't hear or smell any cleaning being done. I looked through the house. It's not very big. She wasn't here.</div><div><br></div><div>She just left. Didn't lock the door. Didn't let me know. She left because she was scared of how I looked. </div><div><br></div><div>After a couple of calls and texts, I eventually spoke to the cleaning agency manager - angry and upset. The manager told me the cleaner did not know how to react to my face so she left. She was scared of my face and so she left. </div><div><br></div><div>The manager tried to placate me, saying this is a misunderstanding. She said this wasn't cruel or unprofessional, nor is this discriminatory. </div><div><br></div><div>I told her that I'm quite familiar with people's reactions towards me, and I don't need a service provider reacting like this in my own home. She apologised and she will come to clean my unit herself. </div><div><br></div><div>About 15 minutes after the phone call, the cleaning agency manager came and she was extremely apologetic. And empathetic. She did say it's understandable because the cleaner had not encountered someone like me before, and that it's not often I'm home. I said it is not justifiable, and as someone on the receiving end of curiosity and fear, it's exhausting to deal with stuff like this. </div><div><br></div><div>I had specifically chosen this cleaning agency because they gave me a chance to be up front about my skin, and I didn't have to explain it to each cleaner.. I am also really nervous about my skin, so I didn't want to freak a cleaner out about the skin on the floor. </div><div><br></div><div>I asked the cleaning agency manager if I can deliver training to her staff, so they might understand the firsthand impact of such ignorance and unprofessionalism. I said that although the cleaning agent has already spoken to this cleaner, it might help if the cleaners learn the impact of this behaviour from a person who's been on the receiving end of it. </div><div><br></div><div>As I got in the car to go to library, the cleaner was outside my block of units. She was there to give back my keys, which the cleaning agency manager now had. But why was the cleaner still there? I asked if she was ok, you know, just hanging around. No apology. She just looked away.</div><div><br></div><div>There might have been more to the story, as a friend asked on my Facebook today. But cultural background and working visas should not have played into whether someone is too scared to do their job they're getting paid for. Would it be acceptable for a waitress not to serve me because they were scared? Or a doctor not to treat me, because of this cultural perceptions of people with facial differences? No.</div><div><br></div><div>This is what I envisage will happen. The cleaner will get a talking to. She will giggle to her friends about seeing me. She won't be rostered on to work with someone "different" again. And her small-mindedness and reluctance to see anyone who looks different as human will continue.</div><div><br></div><div>Some people who don't get it will say "it's understandable that people are scared" or "of course they'll be startled if they haven't seen someone like you before..." But they will never say "this must be tiring." There's an expectation to be polite, to educate, to take it because my face is unexpected. But I'm angry. And upset.</div><div><br></div><div>These are the microaggressions I face - about my face - on a regular basis. It is not up to me to make someone else comfortable about the way I look.</div><div><br></div><div>Here's a simple guide for encountering someone who looks different: </div><div><br></div><div><ul><li>Say hello. Smile at us. </li><li>Apologise if you showed you are visibly startled. </li><li>If we provide you an explanation like "I was born like this", accept it and get on with what you're doing. </li><li>Ask polite questions, only if you feel it will add to your day. Preface them with "I hope you don't mind me asking.."</li><li>Don't just leave a job we've hired you for because you're scared of our faces. </li></ul></div><div><br></div><div><b>Has this blog helped you or made you think? Why don't you "buy me a drink" by <a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/p/support-me.html" id="id_c643_c947_c4a6_59c5" target="_blank">contributing to my Patreon</a>? Or better still, <a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/p/contact-me.html" id="id_bf95_e1a1_5166_2f89" target="_blank">hire me</a> to give your company some training in diversity. Thanks! </b></div>Carly Findlayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01368145710452826385noreply@blogger.com26tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1720872153813357167.post-88530451751560396852016-12-05T07:13:00.001+11:002016-12-05T07:32:51.190+11:00Two pieces I've written for the media on the weekend - ABC and KidspotLast week was huge. Busy, so busy. Between day job and freelancing, I wrote seven articles for the media. And here are two of them. <div><br></div><div>I was invited to write for the ABC (our national public news service) which I was so excited and proud to do. This is the first in a series about disability and health. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_c821_def3_f7a8_5615" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-35lHTFzjuJw/WER4vU9NLDI/AAAAAAAARFU/HollOimhhmM/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 480px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br></div><div style="text-align: left;">The article is about navigating the Australian healthcare system with a disability, and provides some tips to doctors. </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br></div><div style="text-align: left;">"<span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">My pointers for health professionals: </span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><br></span></div><ul style="box-sizing: border-box; margin-top: 0px; margin-bottom: 9.5px; padding-left: 15px;"><li style="box-sizing: border-box; margin-bottom: 7.6px; list-style-type: disc; padding-left: 0px;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><strong style="box-sizing: border-box;">Listen to us.</strong> You can learn as much (maybe more) from our lived experience as you can from a textbook.</span></li><li style="box-sizing: border-box; margin-bottom: 7.6px; list-style-type: disc; padding-left: 0px;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><strong style="box-sizing: border-box;">Talk to us about our whole lives.</strong> It can be uplifting for a doctor to be excited about what's happening for us, away from our conditions.</span></li><li style="box-sizing: border-box; margin-bottom: 7.6px; list-style-type: disc; padding-left: 0px;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><strong style="box-sizing: border-box;">Don't show too much excitement at treating a rare patient for the first time.</strong>Sometimes that feels like you've won a prize.</span></li><li style="box-sizing: border-box; margin-bottom: 7.6px; list-style-type: disc; padding-left: 0px;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><strong style="box-sizing: border-box;">Let us help others who may be struggling with similar conditions.</strong> Invite us to speak at medical events or put us in touch with families.</span></li><li style="box-sizing: border-box; margin-bottom: 7.6px; list-style-type: disc; padding-left: 0px;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><strong style="box-sizing: border-box;">Mind your language,</strong> especially if you're a doctor who writes for publication or uses social media. Terms like "healthcare burden" are really damaging. Also I don't "suffer from" ichthyosis, I "live with" it.</span></li><li style="box-sizing: border-box; margin-bottom: 7.6px; list-style-type: disc; padding-left: 0px;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><strong style="box-sizing: border-box;">Take a step back to reflect on how far your patients have come</strong>, because of the treatment and empathy you've shown. Many of us we owe our lives to you. Thank you."</span></li></ul><a href="http://www.abc.net.au/news/health/2016-12-03/lived-experience-disability-in-health-system/8089086" id="id_5bac_e6da_1d5d_a48f">Read the article here</a>, <span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">and contribute to </span><a href="https://www.facebook.com/abcnews.au/posts/10155843278374988" id="id_9e63_da4b_96cf_430b" target="_blank">the discussion here</a><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">. </span><div><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><br></span></div><div><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;">The other article was for Kidspot. It's my response to a Mamamia article that I felt was a shallow whine. The writer couldn't find her makeup to wear to work, and so had to hide. I address the beauty privilege of the people who are afraid to go makeup free, and the expectation to wear makeup. I make no apologies for my views on this. </span></div><div><br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_faf4_dd2d_c0d8_a7c9" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-8fCMyZJNAjU/WER4zu9Bs0I/AAAAAAAARFY/gsTMSWemMG8/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 718px; height: auto;"> <span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><br></span></div><div><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto;"><br></span></div><blockquote style="margin: 0 0 0 40px; border: none; padding: 0px;"><div><p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 10px;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">"Minutes before I read Jessie’s article, I’d watched a harrowing piece on <em style="box-sizing: border-box;"><a href="http://www.abc.net.au/lateline/" style="box-sizing: border-box; text-decoration: none;">Lateline</a> </em>that told the story of an intellectually disabled woman who had been sexually abused by 10 people through her life.</span></p></div></blockquote><blockquote style="margin: 0 0 0 40px; border: none; padding: 0px;"><div><p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 10px;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Later that day, as people were telling me how judgemental I was for my reaction to Jessie’s article, I found out a newborn baby in Bangladesh was killed by village men because it had Ichthyosis - the same rare severe skin condition as me. They were scared of its appearance and thought it was cursed. It was no wonder I thought Jessie’s worries about not having makeup to wear to work was shallow.</span></p></div></blockquote><blockquote style="margin: 0 0 0 40px; border: none; padding: 0px;"><div><p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 10px;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">I’ve found the people who are applauded for going makeup free (like <a href="http://www.lennyletter.com/style/a410/alicia-keys-time-to-uncover/" style="box-sizing: border-box; text-decoration: none;">Alicia Keys earlier this year</a> ), or feel afraid to go out in public are the people, or participate in no makeup challenges (<a href="http://www.news.com.au/lifestyle/beauty/face-body/kristie-mercer-goes-without-makeup-for-a-week-cue-pimple-disaster/news-story/638d61d1afaf6c2e25dbc1b38a14cc16" style="box-sizing: border-box; text-decoration: none;">radio host Kristie Mercer did a year ago</a>) almost always meet conventional beauty standards. They’ve got a beauty privilege."</span></p></div></blockquote><div><div><br></div><div>While I don't believe people with facial differences and disfigurements should be teaching lessons for those like the Mamamia writer, I do hope she and others take something away from my perspective. </div><div><br></div><a href="http://www.kidspot.com.au/parenting/real-life/in-the-news/opinion-worrying-about-not-having-makeup-to-wear-to-work-is-shallow?utm_source=facebook&utm_medium=post&utm_campaign=editorial" id="id_52a5_f4ee_ccb3_578b" target="_blank">Read the article here</a>, <span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">and </span><a href="https://www.facebook.com/KidspotAustralia/posts/10155016849134505" id="id_a59c_9d98_4524_346c" target="_blank">chat about it here</a><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">. </span></div><div><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><br></span></div><div><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">I hope you enjoy these reads as much as I enjoyed writing them. </span></div><div><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><br></span></div><div><b><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">Have you listened to my podcast yet? Tune in to Radio Carly by listening to </span><a href="refreshmentsprovided.com" id="id_c912_f6c2_e88d_fd90" target="_blank">Refreshments Provided</a><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">. </span></b></div>Carly Findlayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01368145710452826385noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1720872153813357167.post-61233149521305720742016-11-28T07:00:00.000+11:002016-11-30T15:52:44.091+11:00My chat on The Osher Günsberg Podcast<div>
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A little over a month ago, I was interviewed by Osher Günsberg for his podcast. He's the host of The Bachelor. I love his podcast - he's podcast royalty to me, so this day was A Big Deal. In person, he's very funny, very welcoming and a good listener. </div>
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I turned up at his hotel feeling really awful. Sore, a bit shaky, and as I told him, if it wasn't for how long this interview took to set up, I would have called in sick. He immediately saw I was cold and offered me a blankie. </div>
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He is a pro interviewer, making me feel at ease from the start and asking really tough questions. There were a few minutes where I was quite uncomfortable when he probed me about my relationship with social media. I'd never been asked to think about it in that way. It was good to think about this stuff, and reflect on how I deal with people who are difficult to deal with on social media. </div>
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Of course I talked a lot about appearance diversity and the importance of media representation, which I think he really got. I said to him that I really admire how he has taken control of his mental health story rather than the media telling it for him, and that is what I aim to do, too. </div>
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You can listen to our chat on <a href="http://www.omnycontent.com/d/playlist/2248a960-98ee-4a8f-a232-a49c0058f832/a61824c8-212f-41c1-8df2-a49c00590f82/c7171384-2cd0-43d0-bdcc-a4db00232206/podcast.rss" id="id_f569_70b6_9197_4bd" target="_blank">iTunes</a> or via the stream <a href="https://omny.fm/shows/osher-gunsberg/ep-161-carly-findlay" target="_blank">from his website</a>. </div>
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I watched Osher (Andrew) Gunsberg on Channel V from when I was a teen. And a little of Australian Idol. Now he hosts The Bachelor, which I don't watch (apart from three episodes). And then when he released his podcast three years ago, I started listening to him again. I've listened to most episodes from the start and often tell him what I think on Twitter. His guests always give me something to think about, even when I'm not into what they do or agree with their views. And he gives a lot of himself on the podcast too. As we discussed after the recording, I often wonder how he is doing week to week, because he's so open about his mental health. </div>
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At the end of our chat, I said I was feeling a little better, he said it was the magic hotel blankie. </div>
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I pitched myself to him earlier this year. It took ten months and several emails to get to our chat for the podcast! The moral of all this is, if you like what someone is doing and want to collaborate with them, just ask. Doesn't matter if they're a media superstar, or if you've grown up watching them on tv. If you like what they do and want to work with them in some way, tell them their work means something and ask if you can be involved. They might say yes! </div>
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We also had a little chat for my podcast - <a href="http://www.refreshmentsprovided.com/2016/11/episode-9-podcasts-and-random-threesome.html" id="id_4e5b_2f06_dd70_7bc4" target="_blank">listen to that here</a>. </div>
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<iframe frameborder="0" height="150px" src="https://www.omnycontent.com/w/player/?orgId=2248a960-98ee-4a8f-a232-a49c0058f832&programId=a61824c8-212f-41c1-8df2-a49c00590f82&clipId=a40702f3-9f18-44d4-887e-a6cb0058c5ad" width="100%"></iframe>Carly Findlayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01368145710452826385noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1720872153813357167.post-79589939398352523602016-11-27T10:02:00.001+11:002016-11-27T10:02:19.019+11:00Meet me for a gallery wander and a drink!<div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_8da0_2ad3_52ea_46a9" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-_qqq9EUnxXM/WDoUaazP8oI/AAAAAAAAREU/ZagOydKcvT8/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 651px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div><br></div><div>I've been wanting to meet more of my blog readers for a while. You are so lovely, thoughtful and supportive, and I appreciate the rich discussions you have on my blog, Facebook and Instagram. It's my birthday in December, there have been big milestones on my socials, and my blog turns 7 too, so what better reason to celebrate?! I asked Facebook if you wanted to meet up for a drink, many of you said yes and so I'm making this happen. </div><div><br></div><div>You're invited to the National Gallery of Victoria (NGV) to see the Viktor and Rolf art and fashion exhibition and then have a drink with me. You don't have to have an alcoholic drink - a something fizzy or a cup of tea is fine by me! I hope you will form some IRL friendships amongst yourselves too. </div><div><br></div><div><b>Date: </b>Saturday 10 December </div><div><br></div><div><b>Time: </b>1.15 pm for a 1.30pm start. We will finish at 3.30 pm </div><div><br></div><div><b>Where: </b>National Gallery of Victoria, 180 St Kilda Road Melbourne. Meet in the NGV foyer for exhibition, and then we go for a drink. And probably a cake because I love cake. </div><div><br></div><div><b>What will we see:</b> Viktor and Rolf exhibition and then a drink at one of the dining places in the NGV. </div><div><br></div><div>The exhibition is $18 or $15 concession. Drinks and cake at your own cost. </div><div><br></div><div>RSVP on <a href="https://www.facebook.com/events/1810384335866599/" id="id_b0c7_850b_b918_e673" target="_blank">Facebook</a> (or <a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/p/contact-me.html" id="id_1535_b456_7ded_96b7" target="_blank">email</a> if you don't have Facebook). </div><div><br></div><div>I can't wait to meet you! </div><div><br></div><div>Information about the exhibition and gallery is below.</div><div><br></div><div><b>Exhibition details: </b></div><div><br></div><blockquote style="margin: 0 0 0 40px; border: none; padding: 0px;"><div><p style="box-sizing: inherit; margin-top: 0px;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">"The spectacular and avant-garde creations of Dutch fashion designers Viktor & Rolf are on display in Australia for the first time in an exhibition organised by the National Gallery of Victoria in close collaboration with the designers.</span></p></div><div><p style="box-sizing: inherit;"><span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);"><em style="box-sizing: inherit;">Viktor&Rolf: Fashion Artists</em> explores Viktor & Rolf’s radical conception of ‘wearable art’. Since forming their creative partnership in 1992, Viktor Horsting and Rolf Snoeren have gained critical acclaim for their cerebral and witty approach to couture. The exhibition, which coincides with the luxury fashion label’s twenty-fifth anniversary in 2017, explores the elements that make Viktor & Rolf designs unique in the contemporary fashion world."</span></p></div></blockquote><div><br></div><div><a href="http://www.ngv.vic.gov.au/exhibition/viktorandrolf/" id="id_d3b5_e57_4e37_253b" target="_blank">More information about the exhibition</a></div><div><br></div><div><a href="http://www.ngv.vic.gov.au/visit/dining" id="id_614d_876b_fd85_c273" target="_blank">Dining and drink locations in the NGV</a></div><div><br></div><div><b>Getting to the NGV: </b></div><div><br></div><div>PUBLIC TRANSPORT</div><div><br></div><div>TramsSwanston Street/St Kilda Road trams (1, 3, 5, 6, 8, 16, 64, 67, 72) travel past NGV International. Alight at the Arts Precinct stop.</div><div><br></div><div>TrainsAlight at Flinders Street Station and walk across the bridge past the Victorian Arts Centre.</div><div><br></div><div>BY CAR</div><div><br></div><div>Parking is available in the Victorian Arts Centre car park located beneath NGV International. Enter from Sturt Street, Southbank, accessed from St Kilda Road/Southbank Boulevard and Alexandra Avenue/City Road.</div><div><br></div><div>TAXIS</div><div><br></div><div>A taxi rank is located across the road from Federation Square outside Flinders Street Station.</div><div><br></div><div><a href="http://www.ngv.vic.gov.au/visit/access/" id="id_63b2_d3d0_9cca_f2c4" target="_blank">Accessibility</a></div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_3399_3ee0_d57d_3fe7" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-aNtqvTi3DSE/WDoUeeufV5I/AAAAAAAAREY/ZgFOS0C2I9w/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 714px; height: auto;"> <br></div>Carly Findlayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01368145710452826385noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1720872153813357167.post-38122502855867580502016-11-24T07:00:00.000+11:002016-11-24T07:00:03.076+11:00This is how two different types of Ichthyosis look, feel and are treated.<div><br></div><div><br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_359a_401f_35c1_c196" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-TUb4Faw0kpA/WDQXLGnGUbI/AAAAAAAARD0/Ht33tzTsQig/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 495px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div><br></div><div>I got to hang out with Kyri just before I went overseas. We were in Sydney for <a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/2016/09/australian-centre-for-leadership-for.html" id="id_a411_ede4_4b82_6492" target="_blank">an award ceremony</a> . It was so much fun, and we realised how much we have in common. We could not stop talking. </div><div><br></div><div>Kyri and I both have Ichthyosis - but different types. It seemed that our commonalities were more social than medical, though. We thought it would be fun to do a comparison blog post - to show how vastly different two types of Ichthyosis are, and also to show that one treatment does not work for all. Enjoy! </div><div><br></div><div>Kyri has <a href="https://rarediseases.org/rare-diseases/ichthyosis-lamellar/" id="id_49cb_fb8a_17ac_389d" target="_blank">Lamellar Ichthyosis</a>.</div><div><br></div><div></div><div>I have <a href="https://rarediseases.org/rare-diseases/ichthyosis-netherton-syndrome/" id="id_ee2a_db03_47fc_eb31" target="_blank">Netherton's Syndrome</a>. </div><div><br></div><div>Her skin is white. </div><div><br></div><div>My skin is red.</div><div><br></div><div>Her skin is more resilient than mine. She tells me "my feet are very thick and tough and I can walk barefoot easily, but my skin can be fragile elsewhere."</div><div><br></div><div>My skin is fragile, especially on the bottoms of my legs. It's susceptible to infection. </div><div><br></div><div>Her ichthyosis is most obvious on her back and torso. </div><div><br></div><div>My ichthyosis is most obvious on my face - but most painful on my legs and arms.</div><div><br></div><div>I use medically prescribed paraffin to moisturise, all over my body twice a day, and more on my face as needed.</div><div><br></div><div>Kyri uses Lush Dream Cream on her body and Lush Celestial Cream on her face, and lots of lip balm because her lips crack.</div><div> </div><div>Her body has a big skin shed regularly and this makes her feel better. "My skin sheds constantly, and I have four big sheds a year as the seasons change which make me feel tired and a bit cranky temporarily then better after. </div><div><br></div><div>When my body has a <a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/2014/07/the-big-peel.html" id="id_fa9f_9d26_448_29c6" target="_blank">big peel</a> (usually about once every 18 months, but now more frequently), it's so painful.</div><div><br></div><div>Kyri takes accutane which is really helping her. She says accutane is wonderful because it makes life a lot less painful. She says "Accutane reduces the thickness of the scales a lot and stops the skin drying out so quickly, but makes my skin much more fragile (grazes become cuts) and susceptible to sunburn."</div><div><br></div><div>I'm not on any regular drugs. I take antibiotics and painkillers occasionally. </div><div><br></div><div>We both feel pain. </div><div><br></div><div>I am susceptible to infections.</div><div><br></div><div>Kyri used to get infections more often than she does now, again accutane - pre accutane my skin would split open along the scale lines regularly. </div><div><br></div><div><img id="id_cf2_bd40_3fc5_989f" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-8x-3wH_qYZc/WDQXQNFEhDI/AAAAAAAARD4/3mnd06yc0_k/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 718px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div><br></div><div>She doesn't feel the cold as much as me.</div><div><br></div><div>Kyri's feet soles are thick with skin. </div><div><br></div><div>My feet aren't as thick with skin. </div><div><br></div><div>Kyri has very long, thick hair on her head. She also has body hair. </div><div>Mine doesn't grow long, is thin and slow at growing. I have no body hair. </div><div><br></div><div>My scalp has obvious scales.</div><div><br></div><div>Kyri's scalp doesn't have many scales. She told me "my scales in my scalp were much more common pre-accutane, by the way. I'd shed everywhere a lot more, too."</div><div><br></div><div>She told me she doesn't shower frequently, because water makes her skin too sore. "My skin dries out and shrinks together causing splits, and it's also much much more itchy for about 24 hours", she says.</div><div><br></div><div>Meanwhile, in the time we spent together (3.30 pm Wednesday -</div><div>12.30 pm Thursday, I'd had two showers. My skin body would feel so uncomfortable without a shower.</div><div><br></div><div>Kyri woke up with her face looking like it did before she went to sleep. </div><div><br></div><div>I woke up with my face scaly and unable to move it.</div><div><br></div><div style="text-align: center;"><img id="id_a06a_9036_8b25_607a" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-SyLsbghCHdY/WDQXSGnncRI/AAAAAAAARD8/4VnGl5uFLkk/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 460px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div><br></div><div>Kyri'a hair is so long and silky. "My hair also grows very fast. I have less body hair than most women, but I have more than you", Kyri says.</div><div><br></div><div>My hair is short, and breaks off. It doesn't grow much. I have almost no body hair. </div><div><br></div><div>I find it it more comfortable to wear tights and long sleeves every day. This keeps me warm and protected from the elements and scratches. </div><div><br></div><div>Kyri can't cover up as much as me or she would overheat. She is fine wearing short sleeves. </div><div><br></div><div>We both get tired easily - Kyri probably more so than me. </div><div><br></div><div>Kyri sweats a little.</div><div><br></div><div>I don't sweat. </div><div><br></div><div>I don't have eyelashes and only sparse eyebrows. </div><div><br></div><div>Kyri has both eyelashes and eyebrows! So envious! </div><div><br></div><div>We are both shorter than average. </div><div><br></div><div>We have both felt self conscious about our skin and have covered up to avoid embarrassment. We have become less self conscious as we've aged. </div><div><img id="id_7ab8_99a0_f1a_ad45" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-1-XKCrN1_sg/WDQXWR6PJoI/AAAAAAAAREA/R4oZwpEAKkM/%25255BUNSET%25255D.png" alt="" title="" tooltip="" style="width: 718px; height: auto;"> <br></div><div style="text-align: center;"> </div><div>We are both very outgoing, and we talk and laugh a lot. We both love fashion and taking selfies. </div><div><br></div><div>Our treatments vary. What suits me doesn't work for Kyri. When you suggest a product that you love, don't assume it will work for everyone with ichthyosis. See my <a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/2016/11/ichthyosis-and-medical-shaming.html" id="id_ab26_3090_5b02_1b29" target="_blank">medical shaming post</a> for more on that. </div><div><br></div><div>We don't look the same but we both have Ichthyosis. </div><div><br></div><div><b>Has this blog post helped you or made you think? Please consider <a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/p/support-me.html" id="id_5a94_8193_a74a_8d0d" target="_blank">buying me a drink</a> </b><b>to show your appreciation. Thanks for reading! </b></div><div><b><br></b></div><div><b><br></b></div><div><b>Have you listened to my podcast yet? </b><a href="refreshmentsprovided.com" id="id_95c5_e2eb_578b_16ee" target="_blank"><b>Listen to Refreshments Provided here.</b></a></div>Carly Findlayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01368145710452826385noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1720872153813357167.post-14074528915538789222016-11-21T07:00:00.000+11:002016-11-21T09:12:35.999+11:00Seven books to help kids with Ichthyosis (and help kids learn about Ichthyosis).<div style="text-align: center;">
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Last week, a mum in one of the Ichthyosis groups I belong to asked about books to teach kids about Ichthyosis (and visible difference). The thread was soon filled with suggestions - and I asked if I could collate them and others I've found useful into one blog post. They said yes, of course. It's a great community.</div>
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I've put together this guide to books suitable for young children, older children and parents, and also some school resources for parents and teachers. They are relevant for kids and adults with all sorts of visible differences too. Among them, three of them have been written by parents or grandparents of children with Ichthyosis, and four are by Australian authors. Perfect! I've read them all!<br />
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If you are parents of children with or without visible differences, I'd love it if you could take some time to read this, to help teach your kids about what it's like to look different. Reading just one of these books to them might just make the difference to a little one who is excluded because of the way they look. </div>
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I hope you find these useful. </div>
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(There are no affiliate links here, and ice tried to source Australian retailers to support local. A quick Google of each will take you to international retailers.)</div>
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<b><i>Maddy and Ma - </i>Barbara Jarvis</b></div>
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<i>Maddy and Ma</i>, by Perth-based Barbara Jarvis, is based on a true story - the bond between a little girl and her brother (who both have Ichthyosis) and her grandmother. </div>
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Barbara <a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com/2014/05/ichthyosis-awareness-month-maddy-and-a.html" id="id_5fa2_efaa_7ff7_c1fb" target="_blank">told me</a>: </div>
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Maddy and Toby have grown up used to regular visits to the “skin doctors” and daily “creaming” to ease their skin’s dryness and itchiness because they “have a skin condition”. I once saw a TV documentary on dolphins and learnt about the rare pink dolphin. It struck me that Maddy is like that rare and very special pink dolphin. She loved the analogy."</div>
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<a href="https://shop.pchf.org.au/product/maddy-ma/" id="id_31ff_9874_7acb_344d" target="_blank">Buy Maddy and Ma here.</a> <span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">(Proceeds go to the Perth Children's Hospital Foundation.) </span></div>
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<b><i>True Blue Hand - </i>Ainsley Kyder-Gould</b></div>
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Written by my friend Ainsley Kyder-Gould, whose young daughter has Ichthyosis, <a href="https://www.facebook.com/truebluehand/" id="id_399_6bdd_9bf4_767f" target="_blank">True Blue Hand</a><i> </i>helps to start a conversation about appearance diversity. </div>
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Ainsley <a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/2016/05/ichthyosis-awareness-month-rethinking.html" id="id_c1ca_7a8f_90c_f827" target="_blank">wrote about the book</a> on my blog earlier this year. </div>
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Ainsley and her beautiful family live in Melbourne and I love catching up with them.</div>
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"True Blue Hand is a sweet tale of a little girl who happened to be born with a unique blue hand. Through a children’s conversation at the park the story promotes a positive example of how to be curiously kind when dealing with uniqueness."</div>
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<a href="http://www.truebluehand.com/" id="id_9941_866e_9a3f_517c" target="_blank">Download the free eBook here.</a></div>
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<b><i>Elmer</i> - David McKee</b></div>
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I was recommended <i>Elmer</i> by Random House, who provided books for the kids at the <a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/2015/05/all-about-australian-ichthyosis-meet-so.html" id="id_42e9_6804_7c4b_586b" target="_blank">Australian Ichthyosis Meet</a> in 2015. I used some of the crowd funding to ensure all the little ones had this book. Some mums have told me the book has really helped their kids. </div>
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From the<a href="http://www.andersenpress.co.uk/elmer/" id="id_2e63_6754_fb7a_86dd" target="_blank"> Elmer website</a>: </div>
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<a href="http://www.booktopia.com.au/elmer-david-mckee/prod9781783442683.html" id="id_bd67_f08e_9ada_32cb" target="_blank">Buy Elmer here.</a></div>
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<b><i>Ugly</i> - Robert Hoge</b></div>
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<i>Ugly</i>, by Robert Hoge (from Brisbane), is an adaptation of his 2013 memoir - especially for young readers. I did an interview with Robert <a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/2013/10/appearance-diversity-robert-hoge-is.html" id="id_6c52_f9a2_89cb_14c2" target="_blank">here</a>.</div>
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He had doctors, too: lots of doctors who, when he was still very young, removed that tumour from his face and operated on his legs, then stitched him back together. He still looked different, though. He still looked ... ugly. </div>
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<i><b>Wonder</b></i><b> - RJ Palacio</b></div>
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<i>Wonder</i> is written by RJ Palacio and I've devoured it in a day. </div>
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<i>Wonder</i> is a fictional children's book about August (Auggie) Pullman, a young boy born with a facial difference. He's got a genetic condition which affects his facial structure and his hearing. RJ Palacio was inspired to write this book after an encounter she had with her sons and a little girl with a visible difference. As a reader with a visible difference, I will say that it's very well researched. It could well be an account from an actual person.</div>
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This has been one one of my favourite books of all time. Again, I gave all of the older children and adults with Ichthyosis a copy at last year's meet. One of the tweens who attended told me she treasures the book. </div>
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<b><i>Ride High Pineapple - </i>Jenny Woolsey</b></div>
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A blog reader turned friend wrote to me to tell me she has penned a booked called Ride High Pineapple. Jenny Woolsey, also from Queensland, has Crouzon syndrome, and her daughter does too - so she has firsthand knowledge of what it's like to live with a visible difference. </div>
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It's the story of Issy, who has a facial difference, getting bullied and then developing a strong sense of resilience through finding a hobby and having an adult mentor to show Issy her worth . It's a great book for young teens. </div>
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I enjoyed this book and wish I had it when I was a teen. </div>
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Written by <a href="https://www.blogger.com/courtneywestlake.com" id="id_6bcd_d00b_ec7d_94a5" target="_blank">Courtney Westlake</a> mum of Brenna, who has Ichthyosis,<i> A Different Beautiful </i>is a journey of raising a child with Ichthyosis. I found it to focus on religion more than Ichthyosis, but it has some good messages about how to talk to children about visible difference. </div>
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"More times than I can count, I have been thrilled when a family has approached us who has recognized us from social media, wanting to say hello… only to be dismayed when that family’s children stand back and furrow their brows at Brenna’s appearance. It is clear that although the mother has apparently enjoyed reading about our daughter and seeing our family’s photos online, she never took the time to share with her children. Often mothers will share with me how Brenna’s story has helped changed their perspective regarding special-needs parenting and differences, but then, it is obvious by the confused reactions of their kids that they haven’t yet thought to pass those lessons on to their children. If we allow stories and experiences to inspire us for a moment, or even to begin changing our hearts, but we don’t take the time to show our children and teach our children about these new perspectives, we are missing the point. If it starts and stops with us, we will never see real and lasting change in the hearts of those around us and in the way our children see themselves and treat others."</div>
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<span style="-webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">These resources I've collared are so needed because, as parents tell me, their children with Ichthyosis are still being teased and excluded at school. It might well be because parents aren't talking to their kids about appearance diversity. </span></div>
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<a href="http://www.booktopia.com.au/a-different-beautiful-courtney-westlake/prod9781634097260.html" id="id_4139_41d6_be25_fd95" target="_blank">Buy A Different Beautiful here.</a></div>
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The Ichthyosis support group in the UK has an excellent pre-school and primary school resource - for teachers and students. <a href="http://www.ichthyosis.org.uk/school-pack-coping-with-ichthyosis-at-pre-school-and-primary-school/" id="id_cad2_7694_df34_a8f1" target="_blank">Download that here.</a> The Ichthyosis Support Group also has a story booklet that<a href="http://www.ichthyosis.org.uk/product/ichthyosis-my-story-booklet/" target="_blank"> you can get here</a>. </div>
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Changing Faces school resources features information for teachers and students at all stages of the education system. <a href="https://www.changingfaces.org.uk/resources/education" id="id_7973_b296_20fe_76e0" target="_blank">View those resources here.</a> </div>
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It also features a kit on <a href="https://www.changingfaces.org.uk/resources/education/teaching-wonder" id="id_8cd0_3f3a_89b1_c659" target="_blank">teaching Wonder</a>. </div>
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Of course, I have also written a lot of information about coping with Ichthyosis on this blog - including:</div>
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<li><a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com/2013/10/a-letter-to-little-ones-born-with.html" id="id_2b95_2a8e_48e6_2572" target="_blank">a letter to little me</a> </li>
<li><a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com/2015/02/a-message-to-parents-on-rare-disease-day.html" id="id_8c8e_2f3d_7b91_d13a" target="_blank">dear parents of kids with rare diseases,</a> and </li>
<li><a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/2013/06/preparing-children-for-meeting-people.html" id="id_3a46_32c5_f842_235b" target="_blank">how to prepare children for meeting someone with a visible difference.</a> </li>
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<br />Carly Findlayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01368145710452826385noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1720872153813357167.post-65896149560795104752016-11-14T07:00:00.000+11:002016-11-14T12:13:31.248+11:00Ichthyosis and medical shaming.<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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I've seen body shaming, food shaming and now medical shaming - where people are made to feel guilty or fearful for their medical treatment choices. It is also where people are recommended non prescribed treatments from the unqualified. It fits into the category of <a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/2015/02/everyones-expert-more-unsolicited-advice.html" target="_blank" title="">unsolicited advice</a>, doesn’t it? The most amusing is when people tell me petroleum based products will kill me - while they’re smoking a cigarette.<br />
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I use a mix of paraffin - which are petroleum products. I try to avoid harsh chemicals like sodium laurel sulphate where I can - not because of poison but because they feel better on my skin and hair. And occasionally I have <a href="http://www.rch.org.au/uploadedFiles/Main/Content/pfc/140456%20Eczema%20bath%20information.pdf" target="_blank" title="">bleach baths</a>. That’s right. Bleach baths. The bleach is very diluted - half a cup to a full bath. These baths help with infection. And people are aghast. Sales people are pitching their bleach-alternatives. What a moneymaker.<br />
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A few years ago, I was washing my lunch dishes in the tearoom at work. A colleague I’ve known for years was staring at me and I asked them what was wrong. They told me that she cannot bear the thought of me using petroleum products, and they wished that I didn’t have to use them. I thanked them for their concern, explaining that I have tried a range of medically certified and natural based products and paraffin works the best for me. They went on, saying there must be something else. I explained to them that without the level of moisture paraffin provides, my skin would be very sore - cracked and prone to infections and my movement would be restricted. I later heard she couldn't bear to touch things after I had. We’ve not spoken much since. <br />
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<a href="http://www.diycouturier.com/post/137595887473/meds" target="_blank" title="">Rosalind Robertson writes about the pesky, unqualified people who tell us to stop taking our prescribed meds.</a> She gives some great advice: "If the person telling you to stop them isn’t your doctor, tell them to fuck off." I've been too polite all these years. <br />
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Medical shaming feels harder when it come from within your own community. And it concerns me when much of this medical shaming comes from people relatively new to Ichthyosis. Newish parents. New spouses, hoping to cure their partner, because love. Many have no scientific knowledge or qualifications - jumping on science cosmetic and sales jargon, making unfounded claims about products' success. <br />
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A year ago, I came into contact with a woman spruiking some ‘natural skincare products over medically prescribed ones. She stated that the products for treating Ichthyosis have not been formulated for a market yet. She claimed that petroleum was dirty, and banned in some countries. She also claimed it was cancer causing. I told her she was putting guilt and fear into the patients and parents who choose to use petroleum based products. <br />
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I was also contacted by a woman who told new parents their babies' Ichthyosis was caused by "unclean" Europeans who ate dirty meat and were involved in the sex industry in the 1500s-1700s. Talk about fear mongering<br />
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Recently I was accosted by a sales woman, "accidentally" trying to sell me an expensive bath product (an actual bath) when I said I've been so unwell with skin pain. She subtly left a link to the product on my Facebook status. I told her while I appreciate she cares, I felt she was being opportunistic. We aren't friends anymore.<br />
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There's nothing like opportunistic pyramid sellers providing false hope to people with skin conditions by spruiking their "miracle cures". <br />
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And these people doing the medical shaming aren't medically qualified. They might have been to The Beauty School, or a pyramid selling course. They might even dabble in making herbal creams for their partner's skin. But they haven't done 18 years at university to become a dermatologist. And so few of them actually live with the condition. Sadly, they're pitching their products by making people (mostly parents) feel bad about using prescribed products - scaring them with unfounded scientific claims. And laughably, they suggest products that cost thousands of dollars above basic treatments for underprivileged families.<br />
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I trust my dermatologists with my life. I’ve asked them several times what the long term impacts of using paraffin is. They told me it’s a very low risk of getting sick from it. I’ve been using this ointment since I was about 10 - so 24 years - and it works fine. It’s the best moisturiser I have. It saves my life. <br />
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I will never take an unknown trestment from an unknown person. Here's why. <br />
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About 10 years ago, a pharmacist - who I trust - recommended me a treatment for sore ears after a flight. It was an antihistamine. I hadn't used it before but I heard it helped. My skin peeled off my hands and feet. I couldn't walk. I couldn't touch things or use my hands. I was off work for a week. I cannot risk a reaction like this again. If this is the reaction I get from a tested, regulated product from a qualified specialist, I shudder to think what might happen from an untested, unregulated one. <br />
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<li>There are many forms and severities of ichthyosis.</li>
<li>Treatment types and treatment success varies between patients. A single product might work wonders for me, but make my friend with Ichthyosis very unwell.</li>
<li>No one knows their body and treatment like the patient. </li>
<li>With grief comes desperation. Some parents are so desperate to find treatment for their children that advice like I've mentioned scares them into thinking they aren't doing a good enough job using prescribed products.</li>
<li>Many of these recommended products are unaffordable, not covered on pharmaceutical or medical assistance schemes. (A couple of parents told me they can't afford the alternative treatments due to this.)</li>
<li>Please don't think that patients, especially adults, haven't tried many different treatments already, and aren't happy with the one they're using.</li>
<li>Just because skin "looks good" with a certain treatment doesn't mean it feels good. Ichthyosis is not solely a cosmetic condition. </li>
<li>While natural products might work well for some patients, they might not work well for others. It's fine to use natural products - but understand they might not work for everyone. Just as prescribed medical products might not work for everyone. </li>
<li>Some of the products being suggested haven't even been formulated for market yet. </li>
<li>Just like I don’t want to be told that my food is ‘dirty’, I don’t want to be told by someone other than a doctor (and a specialist at that) that the medical products I use are harming me. </li>
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Please consider the impact of providing "research" and "facts" about alternative treatment products, especially when the products we are using are keeping us alive. People tell me petroleum based ointments will kill me, but they don't consider that me not using them will do more damage while I'm alive. The risk of me dying through any means - including cancer - is low. <br />
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Just as you ask me to respect your religion, please respect my medical choices. This sort of advice, fear mongering and guilting is not compassionate. It is divisive and dangerous. It's bullying. I worry about the impact it will have on new parents looking for information. I won't tolerate medical shaming from a well meaning, yet unqualified and opportunistic stranger.<br />
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This initiative will make such a difference to people like me - I often ask for a seat on the train, and am sometimes ignored and occasionally refused. I am always polite - thanking them before and after they give me their seat, but sometimes it can be a hassle telling people why I need one. I had to meet Anirudh to chat with him, and so I arranged it with his Dad, Prit. </div>
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<span class="x_s1">After reading an <a href="http://www.bbc.com/news/uk-england-london-37222554" target="_blank">article</a> about a man in London who made badges for disabled commuters to signal that they need a seat, Arnirudh wanted to do similar. Only, he placed the onus on people who are able and willing to give up their seats.<span class="x_Apple-converted-space"> I love this!</span></span></div>
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<span class="x_s1">With his birthday money, Anirudh made hundreds of badges and started the <a href="https://www.facebook.com/Offeryourseatandshowyoucare/" target="_blank">Show You Care - Offer Your Seat</a> initiative.<span class="x_Apple-converted-space"> </span></span><br />
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Carly Findlayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01368145710452826385noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1720872153813357167.post-67010094170895387172016-11-02T07:00:00.000+11:002016-11-02T07:00:10.533+11:00The death of 11 year old Bethany - bullied because of her appearance<div class="m_-5151989260846254696p1">
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<span class="m_-5151989260846254696s2">Bethany Thompson, an 11 year old girl from Ohio killed herself because bullies became too much for her. I read the <a href="http://www.dispatch.com/content/stories/local/2016/10/29/family-community-struggles-for-answers-after-11-year-old-fatally-shoots-herself.html" target="_blank">news report</a> and couldn't hold back the tears. </span></div>
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<span class="m_-5151989260846254696s1">They bullied her because of her appearance - a crooked smile that was caused by the cancer treatment she had when she was three, and her curly hair.</span></div>
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<span class="m_-5151989260846254696s1">On her last day of school, she and her friends wanted to put up posters for an anti bullying campaign. The posters read "buddies, not bullies", but the school wouldn't let them.<span class="m_-5151989260846254696Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></div>
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<span class="m_-5151989260846254696s1">She told her best friend she couldn't take being bullied anymore, and killed herself on 19 October.<span class="m_-5151989260846254696Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></div>
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<span class="m_-5151989260846254696s1">It breaks my heart to read this. </span></div>
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<span class="m_-5151989260846254696s1">Look at her. A beautiful girl, hoping to change the way students treated their peers - hoping to change the world, and she was denied that empowerment. A girl who received life saving treatment as a toddler, which should never have affected how others perceived and treated her. Now she's gone, far, far too young. </span></div>
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<span class="m_-5151989260846254696s1"><span style="font-size: x-small;">(Photo from </span><a href="http://www.dispatch.com/content/stories/local/2016/10/29/family-community-struggles-for-answers-after-11-year-old-fatally-shoots-herself.html" target="_blank"><span style="font-size: x-small;">Columbus Dispatch</span></a><span style="font-size: x-small;">)</span></span></div>
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<span class="m_-5151989260846254696s1">Schools need to take this behaviour more seriously - to listen when kids report bullying, and to let kids lead anti bullying campaigns. </span></div>
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<span class="m_-5151989260846254696s1">Parents (and peers) need to show kids what bullying can lead to, and step in to say that's not ok. They need to take responsibility and action for the way their children treat others. (Alison left <a href="https://www.facebook.com/Tune.into.Radio.Carly/posts/1264059330303078" target="_blank">a great comment on my Facebook post</a> about this.) </span><span class="m_-5151989260846254696s1">There was a great page in <a href="http://www.courtneywestlake.com/adifferentbeautiful/" target="_blank">Courtney Westlake's book</a> how parents are responding well to her blog about Brenna who has Ichthyosis, but this acceptance and awareness isn't being passed down to their kids through discussions about looking different. These discussions need to happen. - they need to trickle down to children.</span></div>
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<span class="m_-5151989260846254696s1">I also think medical support groups need to provide children and adults with tools to build resilience and assertiveness, just as much as they provide medical advice. Perhaps a buddy system - pairing up children and adults with facial differences, could offer hope and peer support. I know that would have helped me.</span></div>
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<span class="m_-5151989260846254696s1">Most of all, emotional intelligence - encompassing diversity, compassion and empathy needs to be taught as a standalone subject in schools. Kids need to see that Bethany and those of us who look different are worth getting to know, and that they need not fear or ridicule difference. I really love <a href="https://buildingboys.net/eight-social-emotional-strategies-for-school-success/" target="_blank">this resource</a></span><span class="m_-5151989260846254696s1"> - especially this:</span></div>
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"Strategy: Nobody should exclude another student from sitting next to him or her and/or from playing with him or her.</blockquote>
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Why: <span class="m_-5151989260846254696s1">It will hurt the feelings of that student. You have an opportunity to make a new friend." It's great to see the onus of stopping bullying being placed on the bullies, rather than those being bullied."<span class="m_-5151989260846254696Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></blockquote>
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<span class="m_-5151989260846254696s1">This little girl was loved by her family and a group of friends but that wasn't enough for her to know she was worthy.<span class="m_-5151989260846254696Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></div>
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<span class="m_-5151989260846254696s1">I wish some of us adults with facial differences could have known Bethany and taken her under our wings and said "it gets better". That she could <a href="http://carlyfindlay.blogspot.com.au/2014/12/be-your-own-hero-my-speech-to-my-high.html" target="_blank">be her own hero</a>. </span></div>
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<span class="m_-5151989260846254696s1">This was me age nine. I wanted to die because of the way children bullied and excluded me because of my skin. Friends tell me they were bullied to the point of wanting to end their lives because of their visible differences when they were children too. Years later, it's still happening. It has to stop.<span class="m_-5151989260846254696Apple-converted-space"> It's too sad to comprehend.</span></span></div>
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<span class="m_-5151989260846254696s1">Rest in peace beautiful, smart, kind Bethany. I'm sorry you were treated this way. My thoughts and love go to your family and friends.<span class="m_-5151989260846254696Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></div>
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<span class="m_-5151989260846254696s1">There is a <a href="https://www.gofundme.com/funeral-expenses-for-bethany-2v8ph6a4" target="_blank">gofundme</a> to help Bethany's family with funeral expenses. Please drop them a few dollars if you can spare it, or share the link.</span></div>
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<span class="m_-5151989260846254696s1"><b>Lifeline: 131114, Kids Helpline: </b><a href="tel:1800551800" target="_blank"><span class="m_-5151989260846254696s3"><span style="color: #1155cc;"><b>1800551800</b></span></span></a><b>, or the crisis line in your country.</b></span></div>
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<span class="m_-5151989260846254696s1"><a href="http://changingfaces.org.uk/" target="_blank"><b>Changing Faces</b></a><b> and </b><a href="https://www.ypfaceit.co.uk/index.aspx" target="_blank"><b>YP Face It</b></a><b> are also good resources to help young people with facial differences.</b></span></div>
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<span class="m_-5151989260846254696s1"><b>I am not a doctor nor a psychologist, but I have lived experience in living with a facial difference. You can always <a href="http://facebook.com/tune.into.radio.carly" target="_blank">reach out to me</a>, too. </b></span></div>
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